YANJUAN.L

goodbye 2009

2010-01-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

(edited)

i've changed to a brand new blog.

this blog : yanjuan-l.bs.com will not be deleted as i'm keeping it as a memory for my secondary school life.

goodbye (:

last day of 2009

2009-12-31T19:17:00.002+08:00

well well well, you are right. it's 31th of december 2009 today. :D

the last day. the last few hours. last few minutes and seconds to 1st jan 2010.

well, this year was really so memorable for me (: besides that, i got to experience lots of things.

looking back from january in 2009, everyone was awared that they would be studying very hard for their individuals upcoming o'lvl. We were asked to attend the Adam Khoo Workshop in order to motivate us. well, at the beginning, everyone seemed to be motivated. haha. however, after a few weeks or few months, we were back to "not so serious type". hah (:

however, as time passed, we knew that we'd to get serious with our work. besides studying, the times we had with our classmates was a whale of a time. We'd so much laughter together. We even set mottos to motivate one another and help each other in time of needs.

as a part of 4C, i'm really so glad to have friends like them. everyone of them. though i always hanged around with my cliques and was not so closed with others like jessilyn yichun xinyi and the malays. they will always be a part of me (:

The feeling i'd with 4c was really great differences i'd with 2b. perhaps for those who knew what had happened to me in term of friendships in sec 1 and sec 2, i'd changed from that moment. from then on, my perceptions about friendship was different (:

In 4c, i really got to know the bonds we'd together. though some of our classmates or even myself got into troubles with some teachers, we came together as one. that's the spirit i love. i believe everyone of you does have your individuals feeling for your own class. thus, this is the feeling i've for 4c.

reminiscing from the starting of 2008 when i first entered 3c with new friends and some familiar faces, i would laugh out loud. haha.

(sorry about this picture! haha.)

for example, the friendship between me and junyong i 2008 was like strangers. haha. i was kind of "shy" (haha!) towards with junyong. however, if you were to compare the friendship i've with him now, it's like HAHAHA! junyong is just a awesome and nice friend i've made with (: he would always be there cheering me up when i'm feeling down (:

for yuling, we only became closed from 2009? having the opportunity to be her table-partner made us closer too (: she is a friend where it seems inexplicable to say how important the friendship i've with her.

no pictures. hah!

for jasper, despite we were in the same class since sec 1, we were like stranger until 2008. haha. as time passed, he's just like a friend that cannot be replaced (: he's the first guy who is special to me in terms where i could really tell him everything when i feel to. someone i trust bah. somehow, i feel that it was really a pity where we seemed to drift away(friendship). however, he'll always be a special friend to me :)

for xiaoli, one word to describe. SIAO la. haha!! love her like crazy (: she's always there for me regardless how i'm feeling. haha! we'd crazy moments during lessons especially during that nurmah lesson. her crazy personality lighten up my life (:

there's still more! minyu alison madeline serene zijie kewen............... (:

hmm. (: i'm so glad to have these friends and of course, those which are mentioned above too :)

i love all my friends (: though we will not be in the same school and class next year, i hope we can still keep in contact!

okay. what i'd mentioned above all mostly about friends and school stuffs (:

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the problems ; troubles ; argument between my family made me stronger (:

though i couldnt deny that i did complain why sometimes my parents were not this but that. however, i always know that they are the one who will always be there no matter who i am. my dad & my mum & of course my sister, would definitely come in the first position.

ever since last 2 years about my dad, i realized his character have changed. despite the changes, he's still my dad. my one and only dad who i will treasure & love.

besides my dad, there's is still my mum.

previously, i might seem to be biased towards my dad. i thought my dad was better than my mum because he seemed open-minded. then, i always thought that my mum was just so fussy and strict towards me. everything seemed under her control.

however, as time passed, i realized my mum was the one who i once neglected sometimes. i felt so guilty and regret what i'd done previously. thus, i finally realized that i'm dead wrong.after all, what my mum has done for me was all for my own good. haha. :D

for everything, i love them all (: i wish & hope that everything would be fine for my family in the brand new year 2010! :D most importantly, they must be healthy! hehe!

okay. :D

i'm going to have count from now at home with my family!

WISH EVERYONE A BRAND NEW YEAR AHEAD IN 2010 :)

Happy new year (:

LOVES!

YANJUAN.L (:

2009-12-30T21:43:00.005+08:00

i do have lots of pictures to post for. however, i just cant get the hang of using my sister laptop without mouse-.-

anyway, today was fun (:

instead of meeting alison minyu and qianyu at 9am today, i arrived at 9.30am. haha! damn sorry about this! you guys know why. haha! or else, i'm still having my cereals at home. hah.

we went to science centre to take a look at the exhibition "Human Body World". overall, i found it awesome :) the real bodies. everything there was real.
after that, we went to KOREA! haha. actually it's Snow City la. :D
It's really freaking cold there. the place there was actually minus 5 degree celeius. haha.

the best was where we went queuing for the slope for 3 times (: qianyu and I fell down as the floor was really slippery. till now, my butt hurts. haha.

we'd taken pictures at body world and snow city. love it (: i'll upload more soon! :D

after that, we "rushed" to bugis to have our stomach full. haha.

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on the other hand, i'd been mentioning about me doing a homework for my bad-est friend right? here's the work piece (:

isnt this BEAUTIFUL :D

it's done by YANJUAN which is me. hehe. i'm so proud of myself.
-bad friend: it's so not like ORANGE hur! haha! :D

okay.

today is the last second day of 2009. somehow, i cant wait for 2010 to come (:

a brand new year indicates that everything will refresh and start again (:
forget what you'd done for 2009 and always keep it as a memory in you (:

messed up

2009-12-29T21:13:00.002+08:00

okay. i'm back for blogging.

currently, my feelings are all mixed up.

what my mum had said just now was right. i'm just a person who cant make my mind up and stay on to what i wanted for for a long period of time.

first case:
i actually cant even figure out what i really want. i thought all the while what i want was to have contact lenses. thus, i went to order for the contact lenses for half a year. all the while i was thinking wearing spectacle was just so inconvenient for me. INSTEAD, the moment i wore my lenses, my eyes got so red. -.- and i'd regretted making it.

second case
as i was jobless since 2th dec. thus, i began to search for job again. coincidentally, my aunt told me that uncle maybe hiring people to work at his office. one day for 60 bucks. automatically, i was so jubilant and hoped that i'll be able to have that job. who knows? there wasnt any replied from them till today evening when i came home from marina square after an interview from john little. thus, i had to say sorry/no that i cant work at the office. instead, i'll be working at john little.
Weekdays 5 bucks. weekends 6 bucks. -.-
am i that desperate for job?
somehow, i've regretted -.-

aiya. who knows it's also a good thing for me? if i were to work at the office, i'd to wake up very early to report at clementi. in addition, i got to know that xiaoli is working at marina square too. isnt that great too? hah. at john little, i'm assigned to be at the Children's Wears department. i get to see cute baby! :D

hmmm... sometimes i really do wonder why human has feelings? lol.

it was you who made me feel so ke xiao. dont you feel ashamed when the things you'd promised was not done by you? what you'd once said was all nothing but bullsh!t.
i really dislike people who say things but never take any actions to it.
there might be a reason to it. i believe that sometimes there's nothing you can really do to what you'd promised.
BUT, isnt it so FAKE that it happens so many times?

if everything has to depend on their appearances to you, then let me tell you. you're also nothing but just an ugly personality to me.

today, i dreamt about releasing of olvl results again-.- this time round, i only dreamt about xiaoli and me. AND, guess what? i had the same dream-.- i dreamt that i got 15 for my L1R5 again-.- howhowhow :(

okay. enough of it, yanjuan

goodbye(: going to science centre with minyu alison and qianyu tml!

replies:
to alison: yup. told.
to madeline: haha. yup.
to xiaoli: heh! we watched "Sherlock Holmes" (:
to minyu: yup! see you tml :D

2009-12-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

YAY!~ I'M JUST SO PROUD OF MYSELF. hahaha!

i'll tell you guys why i'm so happy soon(:
goodbye!~

i may not be posting till thurs because tomorrow i'm going out with primary school friends and watching movies with zijie and yuling.

Tuesday i got to go polyclinic.

Wednesday SCIENCE CENTRE with MINYU ALISON & QIANYU

GOODBYE!~ loves(:

2009-12-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

replies first:
to minyu: haha! :D
to badfriend: haha. bleah :D
to madeline: lol. haha. my bangs is normal la! haha! so sad :( hah!

weee~~~ the weather feels so cooling :)

just came back from bugis and city hall with my aunt and mum :)

at bugis, bought 2 ribbon rubber band :D i love it. haha :)

after that, we went walking to city hall from bugis. at city hall, everything seemed to be so funny. i'll tell you guys why was that so. haha! :D

the moment we reached there, my aunt went to treat us at Sushi Tei. In the end, my mum and aunt ordered quite a lot of food that we had to take away. oh ya! i'd an urge to eat a sushi roll. thus, i saw two type of sushi roll that attracted me. not knowing what the differences between two rolls, i asked the people there. they also dont know. haha! damn paiseh :D

after billed, we went to the basement to buy pancakes for my aunt's children. Then, my mum was stopped by an ang-moh. their conversation was hilarious that i laughed out. haha!

while both aunties(my mum and aunt) were trying to figure out which flavour to buy for the pancakes, their cantonese dialodge made the person there confused. haha. damn funny too. Lol :D

hmm.. got to wake up early in the morning tomorrow & will be wearing bedok north uniform again. haha!

goodbye (:

2009-12-26T14:51:00.002+08:00

the sky is crying badly now. haha. it's raining heavily.

anyway, i'm soon going to bugis with my mum to keep her accompany. hah.

my homework for my bad-est friend is soon coming to an end. my finger bleed quite a few times due to my careless. "needle poking your finger is not nice :(" haha!

bye (:

replies:
to rave: okay! i'll go watch :D

2009-12-25T20:49:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS (: (:

have you guys spent your time well today? :)

yesterday midnight(5am plus), my stomach ached so much that i got to use my hand to press again my stomach :( at that moment, i missed my round pillow so much :( i always use that when my stomach upset. hah.

in the blink of an eye, its soon going to be 2010. hah :)

holiday for me is a waste of time :( i'm feeling so boring everyday.

nothing for me to do. my phone seems to have quieten down. so dead silent. haha.

in addition, i feel like changing my blog link. and not to use blogger to blog. haha. hmmmm.

goodbye:)

replies:
to jiayu: hah. welcome :) merry Xmas to you too :D
to minyu: yup. okay :)

2009-12-24T23:12:00.001+08:00

replies first (:
to jasper: you're welcome! haha. crying does not signify bad things. you know "xi ji er qi"? haha. who knows you get good results? i bet you'll too. haha! lol.
to minyu: we take helicopter! haha! i forget how to go le. lol :D
to madeline: HAHA! replies at your blog :)
to rave: hurhurhur... AHahah! STOP your branded things!

weee~~

i guess i got lazier the moment i've stopped working. haha! currently, i'm waiting for the call from J.L. i hope i can get that job :( jobless is so boring and not fun.

on the other hand, i found myself indulging in 2 drama shows. haha. damn nice :) "The Seventh Day" and "The Gem of Life" :)

in addition, watched this video.

http://video.msn.com/video.aspx?mkt=en-sg&vid=0eea72fb-0f32-492e-a1ba-0dc915ba941e&from=imbot_en_sg_default&fg=rss

so touching... haha:) i bet the girl feel so blessed * jubilant at that moment :)

pictures i took a few days ago...

tml is christmas day.

everyone got their x'mas present?

exchanging of presents?

i dont have :( haha!

okay la. goodbye :)

x'mas eve

2009-12-24T18:06:00.002+08:00

it's christmas eve today (:

went to parkway parade with my mum to collect our hazelnut log cake :D haha.

as i walked passed sakae sushi, i saw shen yang. haha. he looked funny. i guess it was due to his black spectacle bah. hah!

somehow because today is christmas eve, the shopping mall, ntuc and cold storage was crowded with people! haha.

i miss working at pstique. hah (: especially with yvonne :( i just left without saying goodbye with her. hah. she must tkcare of herself! :D

this coming sunday, i got to wake up early in the morning to prepare myself to manjusri sec to collect my money... haha! i dont even know it's bulsary or scholarship. but i guess it's bulsary cause i did badly for prelims :D

hmmm... oh ya! i received a message from a stranger... haha! the person sent me wishes for chirstmas. thus, i replied by saying who are you & thanks the person. in the end, the person sent to wrong number. haha. however, both of us wished one another too... haha. so cool :)

for now, goodbye!~ i cant wait to have my dinner tonight :D it will be instant noodles! :D heheheheh... this weather, drinking hot soup.. yummy :)

replies:
to minyu: hah. is okay (: cause only 4 ppl going( me you alison and qianyu). thus, the one who buys the actual price ticket, me alison and qianyu will share the price of the ticket equally :) hehe! see you soon!

bored

2009-12-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

today was kind of boring.....

as usual, i did my homework too. :D hehe.

anyway, when i get bored, i take pictures. hahaha! i realized webcam is so fun :D

so fun! haha.

anyway, let me post what i've done for today :D

woke up at 9am plus , had my breakfast , watched tv and headed off to cs with my mum to return my working uniform. hahaha...

saw rave there and we went joking with one another... after that, we left and went to foodcourt to buy lunch for my sis. & we went home :)

oh ya. i dreamt a funny dream-to me. i dreamt about the day we went back to school to collect for our O'lvl results. everyone was gathering outside the hall chit-chatting and saying how scared they were. haha...

i forget what happen later on.

then, everyone got their individuals results alrdy. i saw jasper crying. haha. then, alison went blank. haha! alison's expression was damn funny. junyong went screaming. haha. the rest? i didnt dream about you all! haha! so sad :(
& for me myself, i was feeling poignant. for my L1R5, i got 15points. haha!

damn scary can. got to know that the moe set the dates(tentative) between 11jan 2010 to 13jan 2010. ...........

okay. enough of my dreams... haha :)

that's all for today. :D

lets see will there be any special things happen tml :)

bye!~ and goodnight first :D

replies:
to madeline: haha. not very nice :D cause the "skin" was kind of thick. HAH :D
to minyu: i want! 30th i think :D
to badfriend: how you know. so smart. hahahah :D

2009-12-23T16:56:00.004+08:00

got this note from facebook. thus do it on here. hah (:

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1. xiaoli
2. alison
3. yuling
4. minyu
5. serene
6. madeline
7. kendrick
8. kewen
9. junyong
10. jasper
11. zijie
12. kitson
13. joel
14. rave
15. yuayyu
16. cassalyn
17. weixiang
18. won jae
19. sherin
20. yiting
21. shuling

*How did you meet 7? (kendrick)
-in my sec 3 class :)

*What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (yuayyu)
-hmmm... i wont do anything? haha!

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (yiting and xiaoli)
-omg. xiaoli and yiting? haha! i will be happy for them! HAH!

*Have you ever seen 17 cry? (weixiang)
-nope

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (minyu and cass)
-of course no. haha! they both like guys. haha

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever? (joel)
-i wont mind :)

*Do you think 11 is attractive? (zijie)
-okok lol. haha!

*What’s 5’s favorite color? (serene)
-orange?

*When was the last time you talked to 9? (junyong)
-chalet :( miss him la. haha!

*What language does 8 speak? (kewen)
-lots. alien words too. haha!

*Who is 13 going out with? (joel)
-sl? HAHA!

*What grade is 16 in? (cass)
-grade? piano? ahha! idk.

*Would you ever date 17? (weixiang)
-no bah. haha.

*Where does 18 live? (won jae)
-korea! hah

*What is the best thing about 4? (minyu)
-hmmmmmm.... care for the ppl she treasured :D haha! sense of loyalty? haha! very nice jiu dui le :)

*What would you like to tell 10 right now? (jasper)
-hmmmmm... thank you for everything? lol-.-

*What is the best thing about 20? (yiting)
-helpful :D

*Have you ever kissed 2? (alison)
-yucks! haha!!!

*What’s the best memory you have of 5? (serene)
-lots! :D

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? (minyu)
-hmmm... sci centre trip or receiving of results? hah :D

*How is 7 different from 6? (kendrick and madeline)
-one is boy , one is girl. haha

*Is 2 pretty? (alison)
-okay lol. haha!

*What was your first impression of 15? (yuayyu)
-hmmm... friendly?

*How did you meet 3? (yuling)
-school :D

Is 15 your best friend? (yuayyu)
-hmmm.. nope :) hah.

*Do you hate 12? (kitson)
-of course NO :D

*Have you seen 18 in the last month? (wonjae)
-yes :D ahah.

*When was the last time you saw 16? (cass)
-chalet :)

*Have you been to 5’s house? (serene)
-yes.

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10? (jasper)
-next year when collecting results.

*Are you close to 11? (zijie)
- yup :)

*Have you been to the movies with 4? (minyu)
-of course :)

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (kewen)
-hmmm. i dont think so :D

*Would you give 19 a hug? (sherin)
-of course. hah.

*When have you lied to 3? (yuling)
-hmmm. till now, havent. haha!

*Is 11 good at socializing? (zijie)
-i guess so.

*Do you know a secret about 8? (kewen)
-no? haha.

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? (kitson and wonjae)
-friends? ahha.

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9? (junyong)
-best thing? it's alrdy the best thing to have such great bff like him :)

*What’s the worst thing about 6? (madeline)
-alot! HAHA! eating chicken wings........ & ... haha!

*Have you ever had a crush on 12? (kitson)
-no. haha!

*How long have you known 2? (alison)
-hmmm... since sec 2?

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13? (joel)
-fight? haha! no. :)

*Does 11 have a bf/gf? (zijie)
-nope.

*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (xiaoli)
-of course. hahah! joking :D

*Has 21 met your mother? (shuling)
-nope.

*How did you meet 11? (zijie)
-primary 3. haha!

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (yuling)
-a lot of time in class. haha!

*Do you live close to 7? (kendrick)
-not really.

*What is 8’s favorite food? (kewen)
-egg tards. haha! no la. idk :D

*What kind of car does 1 have? (xiaoli)
-toy car. haha!

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9 ? (junyong)
-hmmm.. around school and sg. haha!

*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on? (rave)
-branded things. HAHA!

bye :D

miss(es)

2009-12-22T14:30:00.003+08:00

counting down, we still have 10 more days to 2010. (:

time just whizzed past so fast. the moments we'd with our friends in school & everything.

hah. we might be found guilty for complaining how school sucks sometimes due to examination or even due to teachers.

however, arent those fun? haha. we've shared everything with our friends :)

our laughters ; our tears ; our dreams. HAHA! :D

holidays arent better than school days with friends :)

next year, everyone of us will be gather in the hall collecting our own results.

and from then on, most of us will once again go to new schools and make new friends :)

will we still be that close as ever? hah :) i hope so :D

hah!!

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anyway, today is "Dong Zhi" :D i got to eat my favourite dessert-tang yuan :)

my sister and I did some handmade tang yuan too :D hehe.

let the pictures say the words :D

we'd choco mint and cheese flavour. HAHA!

cheese :D

the flour and ingredients.

un-cook.

cook. :D

these are bought from ntuc. thus, it definitely taste BETTER than our handmade one. hehehe :D

process :)

yeah! haha. after trying those we made, it taste OMG. haha. not nice. HAHA!

the moment i bite on the one that is filled with choco, i was like YUCKs. HAHA!

in the end, i only ate 2 that is made by us. hhahahahahaha!

however, it was fun :)

so for now, goodbye (:

replies:
to shane: welcome :D

2009-12-22T13:00:00.001+08:00

quiz time again :) took from my primary school friend.

1. What do you want to be when you grow up?
-i hope to work with things related to science. lol.

2. Have you ever fallen in love?
-i guess so.

3. Do you like older guys/girls?
-okay luh :) haha! making friend has no difference in terms of ages. haha

4. Who are the most important to you?
-family first & my friends

5. Who/What are you thinking right now?
-hmmm.. alison serene xiaoli my badfriend junyong kewen & kendrick. haha!

6. What is your favourite colour?
-sky blue

7. Are you seriously in love?
-nope. :)

8. Would you cry for the one you love?
-of course.

9. Have you ever failed in life?
-i guess no.

10. What is your full name?
-leow yan juan :)

11. Do you like your first name?
-yes :)

12. How long have you like the person you currently like?
-for now, no one. hah. :)

13. Have you ever kissed someone in the past 48hours?
-yes :D

14. Did you cry today?
-today? no :)

15. What are you doing this morning at 8am?
- Sleeping! :D

16. What are you doing an hour ago?
-erm.... making tang yuan :D

17. What are you currently doing?
-this quiz :D

18. Who last texted you a msg?
-erm.... zijie?

19. Have you told anybody that you love them today?
-no

20. Do you miss anyone now?
-my daddy! haha!!

21. Any plans for tomorrow?
-nope.

22. Is there anyone you want to be with now?
-nope. just my family :)

23. Name someone who make you smile today.
-yanling.

24. Name a friend whose name starts with " Z ".
- zijie!

25. Which of your friend(s) stay closest to you?
-yuayyu shuling serene xinyi

26. Do you prefer to call or text?
-text. call will depend on who the person is.

27. Was yesterday better than today?
-erm.. okok lol.

28. Can you live a day without your tv or phone?
-yes

29. Are you mad about anything now?
-my olvl? haha!

30. Do you ever think that relationship is really worth it?
-yup. with the one i seriously treasured and love :)

31. Last person you visited in a hospital.
-my dad. lol "touchwood"

32. When was your last and second last hug?
-yesterday? haha!

33. How do you feel about your life right now?
-fine :)

34. Do you hate anyone?
-yes. MY DAD SUCKY BOSS.

35. last person you called?
-my dad.

36. Who usually sett you the most texts in a month?
-depends leh. haha.

37. Is your room messy now?
-heheh. :D

38. What are you currently doing?
- Doing this quiz and listening to songs. (:

39. Tag 10 person to do this quiz.
1. xiaoli
2. alison
3. zijie
4. madeline
5. minyu
6. anyone
7. of
8. you
9. will
10. do

done :D

2009-12-21T20:24:00.004+08:00

hey guys. i'm sorry about not posting for these 2 days? haha. the reasons for these are because i'd fun spending my weekends. :D

let me post about it :)

saturday[18/12]
for the morning and afternoon, i'd been doing my "homework" for my bad-est friend and reading storybook. haha.

then, at night, i went to pp with my family for dinner and to buy stationery at popular :)

thats all. haha!! =)

yesterday[19/12]
spent my hours from 9am to 1pm watching tv. haha!!! then, went to do my homework again. hehe.

in the evening, went to tm with my family again! hah! :D had my dinner in T1 and off i went to mini toons to buy my cinema snacks-sweets :D
and went to cs to collect my tickets! :D

we watched The Avatar!
this movie is wonderful! i would rate it 5/5 :D it's really nice :)

and for today,
i went to orchard with my mum and sis :) my sis bought a wallet for me and i love it :D
hmm.. oh ya! i went to taka to find zijie too :) haha! his job seems to be so boring....

went to ion ; the new mall - 313@somerest. :D and far east plaza
this new mall is like "wow!" haha! the forever 21 is 4 storey high and there's also a big uni-co(idk how to spell :D) it's very beautiful :)

okay. thats all for my shopping things? haha! :D

anyway, i'm officially not working for now. it means i'm jobless :)
i'm kind of lazy to say the reason for it.
however, this would be an experience for me working for sales :)

bye!~

replies:
to rave: okay.
to xiaoli: HAHA! it "rocks~" (:
to minyu: yup! no la. haha! :D
to jade: hah. paiseh :DD yup. however, i'm not working le. haha! thanks anyway. tkcare :D
to mildred: erm.... hahaha! thanks! :D
to alison: whatever~~~~ HAHA! joking la. :D but it's funny! haha!

2009-12-18T18:45:00.003+08:00

replies first (:
to badfriend: haha. of course :D
to minyu: thanks minyu!! (:
to xiaoli: hehe. thanks la BANANA GIRL :D
to alison: oh. paiseh. i spell wrong. is dry. haha!!

today is the day where our friends will get back their N's results (: glad to know that my friends all passed their N! congrats and work hard for next year! :D

on the other hand, i'm feeling alright for today :D thanks ah-min(minyu) ah-li(xiaoli) and ah-son(alison) for the encouragement. haha. i'll learn for the mistake and not do it again :D i'm just a person who will make mistakes too (:

and, i've finally found my full stop :)

in the afternoon, messaged xiaoli and we went talking about the times we had in school... nurmah lesson mr aliff mr chua etc. we all miss the times (:

goodbye.

2009-12-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

i'm just feeling a little after watching Hi my Sweetheart ep7.

these are the pictures i got with yuling at bedok. (:

the new cafe at bedok library. i love the ceiling and walls. my favourite colour blue and it's dolphin.

we got drink too. mine is the reddish tea and yuling is hazelnut milk tea. hah.

replies:

to alison: thanks man. see you soon! tkcare (:

mistakes

2009-12-17T19:19:00.003+08:00

everything was okay for me only till afternoon.

yesterday after work and today was so s(f)uck for me.

first of all, i'm really sorry to leave yuling for the interview and training today. i'm sorry to back off so last minute. i know you dont mind. but i'm just feeling guilty. hah. thanks yuling. tkcare :)

secondly, while working yesterday, i'm supposed to give one of my customers a 20% off for the shoes. and i dont know what the heck i had pressed or key in. cutting short, the shop had a mess in calculating the money. and i'll bear the responsibility by paying back the money that the shop is short of.

it's not the money that makes me unhappy. it's the mistake that i'd made and the consequences i'd caused.

就算我有多么烦，多么不开心，你又能怎样？

你不是我，我不是你。我们根本不可能100% 多了解彼此的想法。

i am a kind of person who will just shed her tears when she's feeling frustrated ; upset ; a perplexed state of mind.

replies:
to rave: tsk. idk leh. aiya. nvrmind le.
to minyu: haha. okay :)

work with RAFE

2009-12-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

read my title. haha! working for just now was chaotic and fun! :D

rave was late for opening the door. in the end, i was late too cause i went shopping. haha! tsk.

though i'd to clear the mess for that rave, it was awesome. haha. we gossiped about our schoolmates and more. hah. guess what? one of our customers was our school malay canteen vendor. the one just beside to the drink stall.

as i'm in the storeroom keeping the things, i heard rafe asking the woman was she from bnss. and her answer was yes. thus, rave also said he's from bnss.

AND, the woman gave the "huh?" face. just when i came out from the storeroom and smile at her, she then realized "oh. bnss students!" HAHA! she recognised my face! :D hahahaha! so funny. :)

i got hit on my head for 2 times today :( one is by aluminium foil box and shoes box. damn pain. secondly, my back is in pain due to climbing the ladder. :(

in conclusion, it was awesome today despite all the crazy things. :D

for tomorrow, i'll be going for an interview with yuling. :D that crazy girl. haha!

and, i realized my "timetable" for dec is full! haha. so busy...

so, goodbye and goodnight!

replies:
to minyu: hmm.. is okay :) haha. i cant make it on 28th. is okay then :D
to BADFREN: oh..... dont :( huh!!! :D
to alison: you anyhow ah? haha!

2009-12-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

:(

i dont know why nowadays my body or face or arm itch so easily. my mum told me it was the big bear :( that i hugged when sleeping. sian.

anyway, working was okay for today. i really hate serving the cheena customers. especially the women. so wth luh. their attitude. their cheena voice. i was like omg. -.- today that cheena woman make me argh. doesnt she has a pair of eyes and ears?! moreover, if i could see that she's really interested in buying, i would control myself to serve her. however, i could see that she's just LOOKING OR SEARCHING. wtf.

hate cheena.

goodnight

replies:
to alison: hah. you tell me one day i go join you all go tgt :) for dec, i'm working on 15 16 22 23 29 and 30. :D. i'm working with madeline.

baby mason

2009-12-13T23:04:00.003+08:00

3rd post? hah.

watch these! :D

very cute :) hah. this baby is the baby for the movie "baby & me". i love his eyes luh :D he is half canadian! :D so cute :D hahaha.

okay. switching my com soon :)

2009-12-13T22:39:00.004+08:00

this baby is just so adorable! damn cute lah :D haha...

finished watching this movie called "Baby and Me" I will rate it 4 out of 5 :D so cute.... hahahaha (:

i love the part the baby reacts and the guy rubbing the smart girl head (: so sweet.

here's the trailer :D

anyway, i'm taking 2 jobs. and, i'm working tomorrow! it's like finally. haha!

oh ya. heard from yanyi that we maybe getting our olvl results back on the 6th jan. if it's true, it's like so damn fast! kind of scary luh. hah. just hope we are able to score what we want :)

bye!~ :D

2009-12-13T14:15:00.001+08:00

hello people (:

yanjuan is alone at her house now. haha! my parents & sister went to the temple and later to tampines.

yesterday, i went over to my uncle's house in the evening to celebrate my grandma's birthday(: the birthday cake was "jump-pu-la"(a kind of fruit) haha! & i love the view over there =)

let pictures say the thousand words(not arranged)

mummy (:

red wine. haha! i guess i dont really like red wine though the alcohol percentage is lower than the one i drank during chalet. hah :D

uncle's house view

my house! :D

cutting cakes(gathering) haha. "cant see the cake"

took my cousin's bf car home around 10pm plus. on my way home, i began to think of things again. haha.

okay. enough talking for yesterday... (:

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madeline & me (: i love this picture. haha! taken by rave :D

bye!~

replies:

to alison: not rooster meh? haha! yup. done :D

to minyu: hehe. okay :D madeline & i say we going to ur house on the 20th can?

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my nonsense again.... haha.

yesterday on my way home, thoughts came passing through my mind again. (i guess i'm kind of influence by my sister. haha. cause she's learning psychology)

as long we are human, we will definitely experience mixture of feelings. the moment we arrived in this world, it seems to indicate that everything has already be planned. the parents we have ; the home we have.

as a baby/child, we were not aware of the problem our family was facing. all we knew were to have fun and play. no worries-no stress-no problems at all.

however, as time passed, we've grown up. we began to make new friends and get to experience our own problem. we no longer treat our parents the same when we were a child. instead, we started to be defiance and argued back with them the moment where our ideas did not see eye to eye. we might even hurt our parents feeling without knowing.

sometimes, we'll say to ourselves not to hurt them or argue with them anymore. however, it's always easy to say but difficult to do. in the end, we still failed not to argue with them. isnt it?

growing up is just like changing. There is no growth without change ; no change with fear or loss & no loss without pain. it inevitable for us not to change & not grow up. (: every change involves some loss. to change, we have to let go of the past in order to experience new things. we must not fear these losses too. =)

have you ever questioned "what's life?" one word-a thousand says. one may says that "life is just like gambling. we have to take risks in order to experience and make mistakes." other may says "life is just like a game. play with it. never fear to lose out. the most, just play again (: it sure comes to an happy ending after a period of time" isnt this contradicting? haha.

it's our perceptions ; our choices that make who we are and where we'll be.

most of the time, we human take a longer period of time to look at the closed door but not the open window that has already opened for us. we spent most of the time to dwell on the past and not realizing the things we actually have around us. by dwelling on the particular point, we might lose what we have around us that we arent awared of. "learn how to let go in order to accept new things"

i guess some of us once complaint about our own life. why isnt my life this and that? why must my life be this or that? to be honest, i did question myself before. however, that's the life we are given. so, accept it (: no matter is it good or bad, it's still our life :) go with it. change accordingly (:

nobody is perfect. thus, never blame yourself why you are not the one people want you to be. you are who you are.. no one have the right to judge you & make nasty comment on you right? :) even if they do, why do you bother? only those who dont mind your imperfection are the one who stand a position in your life (= it is also not wrong to be a perfectionist :) however, it seems that if you know how to accept one imperfection, it'll then be the reason that makes one perfect.

okay. i'm like so long-winded. haha.

so, goodbye!~ haha! i took 3 hours for this post. hmmm. hah :)

2009-12-12T13:58:00.002+08:00

tagged by alison :D

{Copy and do this quiz}
This is a 30 questions quiz, every question is all about you.
Nobody should be criticizing your answer since it's about yourself.
Tag 5 Person to do this after you're done doing it.

#1-Your current Occupation?
-Student

#2-How's your Life?
-quite okay. kind of boring right now. haha.

#3-Your Religion?
-buddhist

#4-Have a Boy/Girlfriend?
-of course! i got lots of uni sex friends. haha! okay la. nope :)

#5-Favourite Singer(s)/Band(s)?
-westlife &&&? haha.

#6-Favourite Colour(s)?
-sky blue and light pink

#7-Any Pet Phrase?
-pet phrase? "you elephant la" haha!

#8-Any Favourite Movie(s)?
-titanic?

#9-What You usually eat for Breakfast?
-bread

#10-Your Favourite Country(ies)?
-singapore. haha!

#11-Have you seen a shooting star before?
-nope :(

#12-Have you killed a cockroach before?
-yes! at cs. haha!

#13-Have you went Snorkeling before?
-no

#14-Favourite Number(s)?
-3 and 8

#15-Any wish(es)?
-score well for O'lvl. haha!

#16-JC or Poly?
-currently, thinking about jc.

#17-Day or Night?
-night

#18-Sun Set or Sun Rise?
-Sun Rise

#19-Cotton Candies or Ice Cream?
-ice cream

#20-Believe in Fate?
-sort of

#21-Do you have anyone you like?
-of course! a lot :D

#22-Do you want to see anyone now?
-not really. haha!

#23-Headphones or Ear Piece?
-headphones

#24-Have you seen Death?
-yeah

#25-Reason you Last Cried?
-mouth pain? haha! kinda retarded-.-

#26-Reason you Last Hug?
-erm... no reason. haha.

#27-Reason you last Scream?
-ong xiaoli! :D

#28-What song are you listening the most?
-my blog songs?

#29-If you have Power, what kind of power would you like?
-to solve family problems. haha!

#30-5 Friends you want to Tag to do this quiz.
1)minyu
2)madeline
3)xiaoli
4)zijie
5)you :)

2009-12-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

yes! blog hopping and finally, i managed to see this list of questions :D it has been a time i did quiz :D yay. let me do this cause i'm bored :D

1) Are you really ready for 93 questions?
-yeah :D

2) Was your last REAL relationship a mistake?
-i think i dont have. lol

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
-my mother! haha :D

5) Do you regret it?
-no :D

6) Have you ever been depressed?
-of course

7) Are you a boy or girl?
-girl

8) What is your relationship status?
-single

9) How do you want to die?
-peacefully. haha.

10) What did you last eat?
-orange?

11) Played any sports?
-erm... haha. i play sports :D

12) Do you bite your nails ?
-yucks. of course no!

13) When was your last physical fight?
-just now. haha! no la. i forget le.

14) Do you have an attitude?
-i guess so.

15) Do you like someone?
-nope.

16) What is your real name?
-leow yan juan! :D

17) Are you gonna get high later?
-breezer or vodka? haha! nope :)

18) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
-no (:

19) Do you miss someone?
-of course :D

20) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
-twirl :D

21) Do you tan a lot?
-nope

22) Have any pets?
-no :(

23) What exactly are you feeling?
-having inexplicable feeling.

24) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
-of course. haha!

25) Ever made out in the bathroom?
-made out is what?

26) Would you take any of your ex(es) back?
-hmmm. depends?

27) Are you scared of spiders?
-not really.

28) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
-no :)

29) Do you regret anything from your past?
-no :)

30) What are your plans for this weekend?
-go uncle hse to celebrate her bday & slack? lol.

31) Do you want to have kids?
-of course :D

32) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
-erm..... i think no.

33) Do you type fast?
-moderate.

34) Do you have piercings? How many?
-5

35) Want any more?
-no.

36) Can you spell well?
-haha! no!

37) Do you miss anyone from your past?
-the people in my past are still in the present now :)

38) What are you craving right now?
-erm... soft candies! haha!

39) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
-i think so.

40) Have you ever been on a horse?
-nope :(

41) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
-no. haha!

42) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
-i think only my parents and sis. i hope no one else.

43) Have you ever been cheated on?
-of course. but everything was okay in the end.

44) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
-no?

45) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
-of course luh-.-

46) What should you be doing ?
-sleeping? haha!

47) What’s irritating you right now?
-2 things.

48) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
-i guess so

49) Does somebody love you?
-of course :D my family! and friends! haha!

50) What is your favorite colour ?
-sky blue and light pink

51) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
-ya.

52) Do you have trust issues?
-???

53) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
-yeah.

54) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
-lol. i dont think so

55) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-my mum and sis. just yst-.-

56) Do you give out second chances too easily?
-yeah. lol

57) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
-forgive

58) Is this year the best year of your life?
-no.

59) What was your child hood nickname?
-jolynn? fishballs? haha!

60) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
-baby? haha!

61) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
-yes.

62) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
-message people?

63) What is bothering you?
-family & you :D

64) Have you ever been out of your province?
-ermm... yeah

65) Do you play the Wii?
-OMG! of course la! right madeline? haha!

66) Are you listening to music right now?
-yes. from alison's blog. haha.

67) Do you like Chinese food?
-yeah.

68) Do you know your fathers b- day?
-of course :D

69) Are you afraid of the dark?
-kind of. if i were to go into the dark alone and if i heard voices, i would run immediately. haha!

70) Is cheating ever okay?
-i guess no.

71) Are you mean?
-no bah.

72) Can you keep white shoes clean?
-kind of :D

73) Do you believe in true love?
-yes. however, i did question it before.

74) Do you like the outside?
-okok :D

75) Are you currently bored?
-currently, no :D

76) Do you wanna get married?
-of course! haha.

77) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
-haha. funny?

78) Are you hungry?
-nope :D but i feel like drinking water now.

79) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
-what is made out ah?

80) What makes you happy?
-feeling blessed and family happy :D

81) Would you change your name?
-no. :) i love yanjuan. haha!

82) Ever been to Alaska?
-no

83) Do you watch the news?
-yeah

84) What’ s your zodiac sign?
-scorpion

85) Do you like Subway?
-of course :D

86) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
-no? haha!

87) Do you talk like your friends?
-idk. hah.

88) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them
-of course

89) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
-of course :D

90) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
-my uncle. lol

91) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
-a lot. (i just sneeze)

92) Who’s the last person you had a conversation that lasted for more than 10 mins with?
-sister?

93) Favorite lyrics right now?
-what about now.

yay!~ done.

inexplicable

2009-12-11T16:44:00.004+08:00

okay. i'm actually staring at the keypad to think what should i be typing.

it has been almost a week when i last worked-.- given a long off luh.

tomorrow will be going to my uncle's house to celebrate my dad's mother which is my grandmother's birthday. dont feel like going there at all.

i'm feeling very pissed off. VERY! i'm thinking like wtf-ing idea is in your mind?

if you were to judge everything by it's appearance, wo zhen de kan bu qi ni.

simply bullshit.

replies:
to xiaoli: haha!
to madeline: hah. i look de same la. haha! :D
to alison: okay. (:haha!
to xiaoli: oops. 2AM. haha!

best memories

2009-12-10T18:56:00.004+08:00

4cool charismatics courageous chalet was awesome :D

it was really fun there where everyone of us enjoyed! first of all, our boys were really very very caring and gentlemen towards us (: as 5 girls stayed overnight, they sacrificed and went to katong till morning in order to let us sleep. got to know that some of their name was recorded due to the road block thing. i hope they will be fine (: overall, a big thanks to them! :D

first day, arrived at the chalet quite late because i'm waiting for serene :D thus, didnt have the chance to see farisha muin! :( the others went home quite early too. anyway, after that, started drinking breezer with xiaoli & junyong. haha! and we went to sing k till 2pm (: had fun singing out loud and playing! :D

after K, the girls went back to chalet.... instead of wanting to make me drunk, xiaoli was the one who was drunk. me cass serene and alison had crazy hours at there to calm her! we even had to beg the people not to chase us out as we were complaint by people. hahahahaha! it's damn hilarious jiu dui le. serene & alison went to sleep first cause they need to leave early next morning. left me and cass to look after xl. i had difficult time sleeping because i got to bend my legs at greater angle & woke up several times because i was super duper cold! no one came to adjust the temperature despite individual felt cold. haha! and i guess this was the first time i shivered. haha!!

next morning, slack most of our hours in the room. xl & i went bowling with the guys. (: i find one of the parts funny where i holded on to xl's hands to pull her away when she's talking to ahem.. haha! kind of embarrassing too. HAH! after that, we went drinking... this time round we mixed the F&N grape with 40% breezer or vodka? haha. played blackjack and loser got to drink. junyong got high and went to increase the amount of vodka....

i guess kewen me and junyong drank the most. haha! my face was totally red till the neck. junyong got extremely high & talk super hilarious thing. kewen went headache & stomach pain... haha!

overall, it's really wonderful there!

pictures.....other photos are in facebook :D

xl drunk^^^^^

my two best buddy!

okay! i just love 4c so much :D muacks!

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2009-12-07T22:03:00.001+08:00

okay. finally, i'm able to blog! :D

let me reply to the messages first :D
to madeline: erm... haha. but i think when we meet up, the bangs will be quite funny. haha! oh! no wonder that yuling so good... HAHA! :D
to yuling: yup. i know. is 10 cents. HAHAH! joking :D
to alison: i reply u in tagboard le. hehe. u tie i see :D

i'll start blogging now (:

the night before yesterday, i had fun! i'd my bedroom all alone because my sister went for the marathon. thus, i slept on her bed. while i'm lying on her bed, i began to turn left and right.. i just could not sleep. thus, i ran back to my bed. AND, i did sleep.. hehe! then... i woke up in the middle of the night as i'm feeling cold... thus, i ran to sleep on my sister bed till morning! HAHA! i just find it so funny to run here and there :D i guess i have the habit of recognizing my bed. (:

my day for yesterday was okay. it only became fun during the night.. haha! actually, the moment kitson called me to ask where i was and the messages, i knew something was not right. hah! moreover, when xiaoli messaged me, i began to suspect that you guys would come and find me. and i was right. haha! but i appreciated it! THANKS kitson jasper & kendrick! :D (: i have something to keep me company when sleeping and feeling unhappy :D

oh ya... my mum bought sticky sweet for me too :D

inside of a plug? haha!

okay. tomorrow, i'll be going out with my cousin and for chalet :D thus, i wont be posting anymore till 10th dec :D

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the message below is specially dedicated for someone. i guess you know who i am talking about (: however, what i'm going to say later on maybe straight-forward and hurtful. pardon me if i've offended you.

though our friendship has been for 7 years and still counting on, i believe both of us do not understand one another fully(: however, this does not means that we do not have to right to find each other when we need help.

to be honest, ask yourself, how many times have you asked about you disturbing me? and, what was my reply? sometimes, it irritates me for the repeated questions. if i'm really busy or you're disturbing me, i will definitely tell you. (:

friends are part of our life & we all know the position they stand in our life. treat your friends the way you want to be treated. i know you maybe thinking, "i did really treat my friend the way i wanted to be treated. however, things do not come out as i think" yeah. i agree with you. however, you must know what's the correct way to do.. money is definitely NOT the way.

the friends around you may really treat you as atm because you're rich. despite knowing the fact that they treat you as atm machine, you still give in. -.- are you that naive? i know you just want the ppl around you to be happy, however, you must know what is right to do. by telling you the truth, if i were you and know that most of the times they are with you are just because of money, i wont bother to treat them that good. how do i say it? hmm.. means these friends are not that important to me anymore. a month ago, i realized something that made me livid. till now, i didnt want to tell you. 钱 , 可以改变一个人。

in addition, it's never a wise choice to blend yourself into a group that you dont belong to. since you are not counted as a member of that group, you just wont be counted as one. however, giving a try to blend in is not wrong, who knows it will succeed? however, after several times of trying and you still fail, just let nature take the course. when you put in your very best to make the other members in that group to be happy just to hope that you would be one of them, yet they do not even notice about it. isnt it just nothing but just yourself suffering?

好朋友，不一定一直都要在一起。

friends come and go. true friends leave footprints in our hearts (: true and best friends, a few will do :) so what if you got a lot of friends. if they are just making use of you, is there a difference of having them?

just be the way who you are :)

also, every family has its own problem. and i dont know how to say :) just show your parents that you are not the one they comment abt you. prove it to them :)

bye!~

2009-12-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

listen to one of the songs in my blog. "time for miracles"

somehow, this song makes me feel extraordinary. haha.

watching new moon (: jacob looks so handsome...hah :]

i cant wait for tues :D going out with my aunt & her child :D hehehe. cant wait to see him :D

you taught me lots. i'll never forget you :)

replies:
to xiaoli: hehe. thanks ah! :D

2009-12-05T15:11:00.001+08:00

what was it that made you stand out to say out what was in your mind?

if you never like lie, what is the purpose of asking someone to tell a white lie?

if you were to say life is a game, then why arent you going to play with it? doesnt matter if it comes to a game over, just get back on your feet and start again.

"two men look out the same prison bars. one see it as mud, the other as stars"
who you are determine who you wanna be.

if life is a series of eperiences, learn how to accept and change accordingly. (:

life is full of contradiction (:

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okay. i'm going to carry on reading my books & i cant wait to play badminton with fatty's friends!
remember to give me the marathon shirt tml! :D

replies:
to liyao: hah(: it's okay then :D so, was it fun?

2009-12-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

from monday to today, i've lots of fun. (:

the weather is so cold.

went to bugis with my mum & sis (: borrowed two story books.

i hate the bag i bought from zinc. i'm awared that i'm very gentle towards it. in the end, the "skin" of that stupid bag still came tearing off. so irritating and so not appealing to me! argh....

and i havent think of what to get for my late bday present from my sis. actually i want a wii, moreover, from what i saw from minyu's blog. the wanting has increased. however, what my mum said was right.

sometimes, it's really funny when it comes to thinking. during school days, there were times i wanted holiday to come. however, i prefer school days to holidays -.- the days in school seem to be better.

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i find it so ludicrous when you criticise people. look at yourself, how perfect are you to have the right to judge at ppl? "laugh"

it is a want and not a need. you got to differentiate yourself yanjuan-.-

replies:
to mildred: hello. haha! yup. you too :D
to alison: erm.... i tagged ur blog :D
to minyu: HAHAH! exactly. i was like omg when i saw her picture. haha!

2009-12-03T22:39:00.010+08:00

FINALLY! i'm able to blog about the days i spent for the last 2 days and today :D

the day before yesterday(tues-1st dec) :]

due to examination, i didnt have the chance to go to the so called new parkway. i was informed by my mum that parkway has changed quite a lot. thus, out of curiousity, i went to parkway with my sis & mum (:

once we arrived, went to katong plaza to sing K :D hehe. sang from 1pm to 4pm (: i'd fun singing and eating. haha! :D oh ya! while i'm trying to "search" for songs.... i saw GENIE! i was like omfg. haha! to all choir members......

she's actually on the list! HAHAHAH!!

after that, i went to tm to meet yuling!~

i'm so sorry to be late for almost half an hour! luckily, my bad-est friend wasnt angry with me. haha! we went shopping around & bought nail polish tgt (: had dinner and accompanied yuling to buy her shirts :D in addition, thanks for the things she bought for me :D & of course, lending me story book (:

pictures (:

thanks for these^^^^ (: i love it :D

(compared the eyebrow of my mum by viewing the picture below..... haha!) :D

thats all for tues :D hah!

yesterday :]

woke up & went for work at cs.

had fun working there & we've managed to earn $900 plus for the day :D

oh ya. while i'm standing and eating at the counter, yuling came to find me. how sweet of her.. haha! :D

went home with my leg aching and guess what? i saw junyong kewen & qixiang at the bus stop :D haha! perhaps it has been a long time when i last saw them, i felt so happy. haha! especially when i saw that junyong! hah :D 3 of them went home with big plastic bags from topman... haha :D

once i reached home, i went to bath & watch tv :D and, slept within a few minutes... lol. i'm just too tired. haha!

in addition, my mum had her eyebrow tattoo-ed. haha!!!! i find that quite funny.

pictures i took with sis :D

i love this effect^^^. hah :)

today! :]

i had super duper fun!~ :D i guess during the start of this year end holiday, i woke up the latest for today. haha. slept till 10.30am & washed up :D

first message i got this morning was from xiaoli. haha. she said that last month of today was my birthday & history o'lvl... haha! thats right! time passed fast (:

had cereals & bread for breakfast. after that, went to plaza singapura with my sis & mum :D went chapter 2 to have my hair cut & reborn. (: i went still when two ppl try to "mess" up my hair. haha! after that, had my dinner at foodcourt (:

on my way home, met my primary school friend! yulin (:

thats all (:

pictures for today! (:

yay!~ i took 3 hours for this post as my computer is seriously very lag-.- it's 1.30am now.... i haha! goodnight & bye!~ :D

replies:

to madeline: HAHA! of course i do! :D tkcare ya (:

2009-12-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

okay! this is crazy...

haha! i'll be posting either tml or thurs! :D

byebye!~ cause i'm watching tv!~

i love today!

love love love!~ my badest friend! yl :D

byebye!~ work tml at cs :D no baby cockroaches D:

2009-11-30T15:19:00.002+08:00

currently, i'm reading a book called "The opposite of fate" it's interesting (:

first of all, my post about the path after secondary... about the jc & poly.. i want to say that i'm not saying poly is not good ah. haha! i afraid you guys will misunderstand me. haha! moreover, even the smarts one are going to poly too. haha! :D

watch these two video. i find it funny. haha!

this one is omg... haha!

& this panda :D

it reminds me of my cousin (: so cute can. ahha!

bye :D haha. these videos make me happier. haha!

replies:
to alison: haha. yup (:

2009-11-30T12:20:00.005+08:00

hello people. :D

i'm at home right here & right now... i'm given off again.-.-

where's the schedule? never mind (:

it has been a long time since i cried. this morning, 5.47am (i'm able to remember it bcus it really freak me out) i just cried. how should i describe this sensation i had this morning? i was sleeping soundly & out of sudden, i was awoken due to a dream i dreamt. i find it so real that i couldnt get back to sleep and i didnt dare to turn myself to the other side. i cried and cried.

somehow, you are still the first person i wish to talk to when i was so damn upset.

at that moment, i really cried like a baby.

after crying and forcing myself not to think of that dream, i turned myself to the other side slowly and closed my eyes.. tears still came coming out -.- just i was about to fall asleep again, the door opened and shiver sent down my spine -.- it was my mother. she went to wake my sister up for school. this was when i was able to console & felt secure.

i went back to sleep till 8am plus. i was tired.

had my breakfast & fruit juice. just about to change into my work uniform. the message came & was informed that i no need to go for work...

today doesnt seems to go well for me.

bye.

replies:

to kitson: yup.. it's already showing. can go youtube or other website to watch (:

perplex

2009-11-29T23:42:00.003+08:00

third post for today.

i'd fun during my dinner time. while i'm eating in the living room with my sis, my dad said there's a dragonfly near the window. in the first place, we ignored it. in the end, the wings of the dragonfly produced the sound when it flapped. i covered my ears and screamed. my sister went to cover her head and both of us ran into the room. haha. damn funny can. my sis got her last toe injured too. haha! the dragonfly was extremely disgusting! so big!

i'll be working tomorrow (:

& i finally realised, the reason for me for not enjoying this year birthday was because it was kind of erm.... meaningless to me. haha! :D

bye!~ it's 12.06am now (:

2009-11-29T14:00:00.000+08:00

痞子英雄 songs (: a super duper awesome police case show (:

***************************

bye (: i'll be working tml! :D yay!~

path after secondary

2009-11-29T11:52:00.002+08:00

once again, it's sunday.

after my breakfast, i went to take out the JAE 2009 book and browsed through...... actually, i'm only considering taking science course for poly if i were to choose my study path at poly.. for jc, it's either TPjc, Sajc, Nyjc. lol.

for university under the government, there's only three. SMU NTU and NUS. not long ago, the newspaper stated that there will be a new university(SUTD) in the year of 2010 or 2012? this will actually also increase the chance for students from poly to go to university. however, do you think so? despite having another new university, if you were to think of the other view, with the increase number of foreign students, jc students and poly students, what will the possibility of getting in? information from the website also states that it will only take in 500 students. lol. if you are not from a humble family, i believe going to private university will be a no problem for you.

if you've already decided to work in the society after you diploma(poly course), university is not going to be a problem for you. however, if you want to carry on in uni, for poly, you've to be at least in the top 10% of your course in the cohort. the poly(s) in sg.

think of the society. the place you wanna be in.

2009-11-28T17:10:00.002+08:00

i was awaked by a message sent to my hp this morning.... i was informed that i'm given another off for tomorrow -.- never mind then. i'm able to rest again. hah.

anyway, there's a urge for me to go to the library. haha. though my house is filled with books that were bought by my sister previously, it doesnt interests me. haha! cause it's all romance book. lol :D

counting down on the days for receiving back our results. how will i feel? hah. till now, i've not decided where to go to. lol. hmmm....

goodbye (:

replies:
to minyu: haha! okay :D

irritating

2009-11-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

despite today is a public holiday, i still have to work :D haha! :D however, i'll be off for tml (:

i was late for my work at cs. luckily, i wasnt scolded. hah (: hmm.. working at cs was really awesome because my other partners are just so friendly and nice :D for today, i've worked with sherry & yeevon :D sherry helped us bought the poppeye biscuit which almost made me felt disgusted. haha! :D it may be delicious for some of you. but i dont like the taste. thus, i only ate one. hah :D

oh ya! i was so brave just now. haha! i killed a baby cockroach at cs. haha! actually, i stepped on it without noticing it. yucks. i hate cockroach the most!

anyway, i hate being fickle minded! it's so irritating... messaged my friends to help me. haha! FINALLY, i've decided to carry on my work at tb... zzzz.. HAHA! though i really dislike working with qianrhu, i know i still got to do something.. hah (: i believe even for the future, when i come out to the society and work, i'll sure meet some staffs that i dislike. i cant possibly quit my job right? thus, i promised to myself i'll HOLD ON to it and just heck care that QR.. haha! :D not only that, i still can see the cute guy from Jy.. haha!

on the other hand, i saw kendrick! HAHA! he appears to look much handsome. in the sense that, it's better than last time. haha! perhaps, it is the colour of his hair that he had dyed and the spectacle. haha! :D the way i waved at him, his face was like laughing out. haha! miss him sia! :D

bye!

replies:
to madeline: it's okay :) haha!

flaws

2009-11-26T22:14:00.005+08:00

how long do we have to go to arrive at our destination? (we wont know)

how hard have you tried to achieve what you want?

how fast are you able to give up on things that you once holded on to?

when was the last time you cried when it hurts you so badly?

when you let go of the things you once treasured, do you realized what you've actually gain & lose?

when was the last time for you to have nostalgia feelings?

have you ever realized your body language does speak your mind?

have you ever known that your words hurt people even you didnt do it intentionally.

have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right?

do you ever noticed why everything happens with a reason?

do you ever take a look to what is happening around you?

do you ever realized that it is easy to tell a lie but difficult to tell only a lie?

2009-11-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

it freaked me out when i dropped my hp :(

finally, i've watched 2012 :D it was awesome.. it wasnt that boring as some of my friends said. haha! :) with the surroundings and the quality of this movie, it was really a great one :D i had both of my hands putting at my cheeks and pulling when it showed the climax of the movie. haha! :D actually, i do believe that this would actually happen. it's just the matter of time. hah (:

anyway, before that, madeline & i woke up early in the morning because of ahem... haha! :D that's our crazy friend, RAVE.... i arrived at cs first... it was kinda scary when i went up to the second level alone at 8am going to 9am.. haha! in the end, waited for madeline outside cs :) in the end, rave was late and we didnt manage to complete what we wanted to do. however, it's okay :D we'd fun chatting & gossiping :D we were just like newsmonger. haha.

then, we went to tm library and sat on the "Train" :D and talked again.... after that, went to T1 to have our brunch. haha! THANKS RAVE for that :D we appreciated that :D i guess we'll go to the warehouse the next time and not cs. right madeline? haha! and, we must cab there :D with rave paying.. haha! :D

through the chit-chattings, life is really full of contradiction.
no one is flawless right? hah.

on the other hand, i was informed that i'll NOT BE working at TB! YES AH! I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY to the extreme can! :D hahahahahahhaha!!!! :D yay~~~~~ :D weee!~~~~hahah!! :D also, tml will be public holiday and the malls will be crowded with ppl :D haha! a tiring day for me tml :D and of course, yeevon :D

off i go :D there'll be second post later (:

replies:
to alison: WHAT HUR?! haha! eh. got hor! :D haha! u very bad.. haiz... haha! :D
to minyu: ya lor... haha! yup :D thanks! haha! ya. it's fun :D i feel like going to ur house someday instead! haha! :D and tonn-ed! haha! and we'll have lots of fun. haha!

life

2009-11-25T12:13:00.002+08:00

i am off from my work for today & tomorrow :)

yesterday was awesome! maggie & I had fun working tgt. haha. it will also be the last time working with her.. :( i'll miss her :D yst, after 2 hours, we only managed to sell one shoes which cost $29.90... haha. we were worried abt the sales and afraid of getting scolding for bad sales. in the end, we managed to earn $7oo plus around to $800 :D hehehe! :D

i shared my guava with her & she shared her sweets with me :)

till now, i've managed to eat my yoghurt le.. haha! watched hai pai tian xin ep 4 already :D

oh ya. i'm sorry for not joining zijie they all for K today. sorry :)

anyway, have you ever felt that your heart beat at fast rate? i mean it may due to you seeing something or other things... haha! i felt it once. haha!

replies:
to jesslyn: thanks!
to rave: no luh. haha! :D
to xiaoli: of course luh :D

2009-11-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

hmmm :) .. i guess i'll be posting about my job today :D

after my previous post, i'm sure all of you know that i'm really happy in the first place right? haha! however, i went to work today instead :) however, i'm feeling better :D this is because rave came to work tgt with me too today :D hehe! thus, i'm not feeling unhappy. haha!

guess what? i finally found out the reason why i dislike working with qianrhu! not only that, it's rave that makes me realize it! haha! i hate working with her because she orders me to do this and that! yeah. thats right. it sucks big max when someone order you to do things. not only ordering you to do things, it also comes together with her sucky attitude... haha!

and, rave teaches me lots today :) thanks! indeed, i seem to learn more :)
and, he told me things about this job.. i did know about it too. :)
this job will be a test for me. a test for me to hold on to my temper and patience.

though i have to work tomorrow. i dont mind at all! BECAUSE I'LL NOT BE WORKING WITH QIANRHU. heheheheh! i'll be working with maykee :D

though i didnt manage to get a cup of green tea, play my computer games & eat my yoghurt, i've managed to cut my nails and polish it :D heheh.

oh ya. i almost fell off from the ladder. damn scary can. lucky i was able to balance myself when i fell off with my legs. haha! it shocked me-.-

bye!~ i miss alison madeline qianyu minyu kendrick junyong xiaoli serene yuling & milken! haha! :D

replies:
to alison: YUP! i work with her once before. ya lor :Dheheh! damn happy because i'll be cs during dec :D haha! maybe she's not tall la. is..... hahaha! :D tkcare ya! :D
to minyu: okay:) thanks thanks! :D
to madeline: HAHA! ur tags are funny. :D yup. luckily she's not a big bully.haha! or else..... hah! i got to tolerate about her ordering me luh :( hah :)

HAPPY

2009-11-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

HEHEHEHEHE! :D

let me tell you why i'm so happy!~ hahaha!!

tml i no need to work because rave volunteer himself and help me :D thanks uh! :D
so, i can do lots of my personal stuffs!~ yay!~ :D
i can go cut my nails which make me feel so uncomfortable.
i can go polish my nails :D hehehe!~
i can finally go eat my yoghurt!~ :D
i can finally managed to make myself a cup of hot green tea :D
i can play computer games
& i can WAKE UP LATE!!!
& i no need to work alone with qianrhu!~~ hurray!~ :D

YAYAYAYA!!!! :D i'm in cloud nine jiu dui le =) haha!! :D

anyway, my parents went to the food expo today :) hehe. they bought guava :D damn nice can! it's sweet & a little bit sour. hah :)

hmmm... oh ya. today is the last day for karen to work.. hmm. though i only know her for a few days, i guess i'll remember her & miss her. haha! cause she's really a "special" person i knew :D haha! qianrhu leh? i will remember her for saying me. haha! today, she was complained by a customer due to her bad attitude. hah. :) i hope she will learn how to improve on her attitude :)
&&& she caused a blackout today! haha! :D damn funny can. at that moment, i was thinking is it series circuit or parrallel circuit? hah! then, my sister told me it might due to excessive current which caused the whole system to break down. haha! physics :D

& as my work place is just beside Jean Yip, i managed to see a guy who resemble yan ya lun :D haha! damn cute & tall & not skinny. haha! just nice :) haha! he smile at me today. hahaha! :D i guess after leaving tb & move to cs, i'll miss him! haha!!

in addition, i'll miss the cleaner & the smelly toilet. haha! & of course, some of the friends i met there :)

somehow, the number of customers decreases as the day passed by. thus, i'm able to slack a little.. haha! guess what? the way i slack was to think of the future... HAH! i'm actually really still cant fingure out where i want to go after leaving bnss. if poly, either science or business course. jc, what worries me the most will be GP.... how ah? &, i realised not many of my friends are going to jc :( xiaoli, alison, yuling, minyu, junyong, rave and more are going to poly :( haiz.... any suggestion for me? haha! i dont mind listening to it =)

last but not least, i'm feeling better than ever :) thanks for messaging me yst :) this is because i can 100% dont hold on to it anymore :) thanks! i hope we still can be bff like last time. tkcare then! :D

it's 12.01am now... bye!~ :D

replies:
to minmin: hello :)

lousy

2009-11-21T23:36:00.004+08:00

I'M TIRED!

got to work whole straight from friday(20th nov) to 30th nov..... omg... no break :(
i dont really like one of my partners which is qianrhu.. i prefer karen to her. haha!! though both of them seem weird to me, i still prefer karen. haha!

i must hold on till dec & i'll moved to cs :D yay! :D

anyway, the food at tb is expensive :( i'm going to broke soon.. i ate rice & two types of vegetable for lunch & it cost me $2.50 :( expensive leh... going to eat bread and my favourite apple then. haha! :D

thus, i wont be updating my blog frequently till 30th nov :)

sorry & bye!~ :D

replies:
to minyu: haha! you and madeline the same sia. i think you all read my blog wrongly:( haha! i still cannot cycle. haha!! :D but we can go ecp cycle couple bike. HAHA! :D
to yulin: haha. yupyup :)
to cassalyn: work at tb as sales. what u talking? hah.
to madeline: haha! i only got one video at xiaoli's hp... haha! i still cant cycle :(
to alison: hah! yup =)

fun

2009-11-19T16:43:00.006+08:00

whoo... my butt is in pain. haha... serene's bicycle lousy luh. haha! joking :D & i finally know how to deal with contact lens :D

anyway, i had hell lots of fun :D i guess xiaoli & serene had fun laughing at me. especially xiaoli lol. haha!! after 3 times, i still dont know how to cycle. damn lousy luh :( haha! then i told them next time my bf must know how to cycle. haha!! craps man.. :D

oh ya! before cycling, we went for lunch. that xiaoli hor... tilted the table until our food almost spilled off. haha! we went screaming & everyone was looking at us. so embarrassing luh.

we cycled to lots of places. haha! the weather was windy & cold. :D

hmm.. after that, we went to serene's house. i guess xiaoli had fun eating ice-cream and putting her smelly leg on my lap. haha!

thanks serene & xiaoli for today! love you two la haha! :D

let the video & photos say the words.

you have to tilt ur head. haha! cause the video is sideway de. paiseh :D listen to our conversation.. haha! :D

okay.... other things :D

yesterday, at midnight 12am plus, rafe called me. HAHA! talking with him was hilarious. we were laughing out like crazy people. haha! :D

hmm...

had this yst morning :)

the day before yesterday, i watched "Whisper of my heart". this anime show is awesome :)
my sister bought a series of such show :) the spirited away that type of anime :)

haha! love this guy :D he went to bring the girl to watch the sunrise. so sweet :)

hmm.. this morning, i dreamt about rainbow... haha! it was like after a stormy rain, the rainbow appeared :) then, i used my camera to capture the rainbow, who knows the camera spoilt :( then i was very upset. haha! :D

and, have you guys watched the news or read the newspaper? this issue was quite long ago. singapore is going to "borrow" panda from china :D YEAH! my favourite :) haha!!! once the pandas are here, i'm going to see them :DDDDDD

today, alison they all will be back from malaysia. haha! :D

i cant wait for december to come :) i'll be going K with my sister, reborning my hair &...... haha!

bye!~

replies:
to jingyuan: relink :)

touched

2009-11-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

despite i'm tired now. i'm happy. :D erm... happy & touched. :D haha. ecstatic. euphoria in joy :D

this is because zijie shocked me :D haha. he came to find me at tiong bahru and pass me one packet of chocolate sweet :D thanks kor!! love you la! also, thanks yuayyu too! :D hehe. i'm really shocked & touched. hah!

secondly, i'm going to cycle tml with serene & xiaoli :D

it's 6 more days from now. and, if you want to know what is the thing "in" your card. i've decided to say it alrdy. it's behind ur card. i've forgotten what the card looks like. but it's behind the piece of paper i paste above. you can dont be bother about it too :) cause i dont mind anymore.

bye!~ :D tv marathon!

2009-11-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

3rd post...

some meaningful quotes.

-Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

-Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first.

-Life is a series of collisions with the future; it is not the sum of what we have been, but what we yearn to be

-The purpose of life is a life of purpose.

-Your life is what your thoughts make it.

-Remember that fear always lurks behind perfectionism. Confronting your fears and allowing yourself the right to be human can, paradoxically, make you a far happier and more productive person.

-The success of love is in the loving - it is not in the result of loving. Of course it is natural in love to want the best for the other person, but whether it turns out that way or not does not determine the value of what we have done.

2009-11-17T22:18:00.002+08:00

off to work to tiong bahru again. i always confused myself with tiong bahru with toa payoh-.-

give me time & i'll change.

2009-11-17T21:50:00.002+08:00

it is really so ironically about money.

i hate money but i seem to need it & want it.

i really hate the places where adults can placed their 4Ds and toto. it sucks big max.

he really changed after that.

i dislike it.

his temper makes it difficult for us to talk to him.

i want him to stop.

when will he knows what is right to do?

********************************
back at usual to this link. i've made up my mind.
it's exactly 7 more days to 24th nov.
as what u said previously, i guess it's a past memories to me :)
i'm being straightforward here. if u think i'm saying you, you're right.
i hate the feeling of you hanging on the fans & i'm just like an idoit waiting for what craps.
you dont say, and i wont pursue anymore.

bye.

2009-11-17T13:18:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo(:

alison madeline shiqi & dont know still got who are at genting now. i bet they will have super duper hell lots of fun! :D

last year, the year end holiday was boring for me. this year, same. haha! however, the only difference is that i'm working :)

oh ya. i'm wearing contact lens now. i feel weird. haha! i took me ages to put it in. haha! kept touching on my eyeball but cant put in. haha!

my work uniform. hah! i look weird luh. the hong bao is from my mum. as a lucky charm? haha!

anyway, there's really a urge for me to catch a movie! i'm expecting to watch 2012 with yuling. but she watched before le :( howhow.. can anyone call me out on 23thnov?! haha! :D

bye!~

7 more days to 24th nov :)

2009-11-16T18:22:00.003+08:00

hmmmm... first of all, if any of you managed to find my blog. dont relink me first and congrats! haha! cause till now, minyu is the first :) damn clever can. haha! haha :D anyway, i'm sorry for not asking you all to relink me first :) cause, there's something on in my mind.. haha! (so weird). but, thanks anyway :D

erm.... have been working for 2 days le. i found it quite nice :) perhaps it is because i get to learn more and more day by day & i enjoy finding shoes for customers. hah!

the weather is getting colder right now. haha! oh ya.. i went for dental appointment today.. so scary luh. i got a tooth decayed. hehe... so paiseh. i hate the "drilling" part...

just came back from tm with my mum.

and, i guess the reason for me to close my blog temporary is because many things are getting in my mind. but, i will be right back :D

anyway, i have finished watching the 癖子英雄 :D super nice! and, i'm watching 海派甜心 now :)

bye! :D

replies:
to minyu: hello!! haha! yup.. thanks! hmm.. what is ntership?

2009-11-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

first day of work, dead tired. but i did learn lots of things. i love climbing the ladders. haha! i was complimented by a customer as she said i did a great job during my first day of work. haha. :) she made my day at there happy:)

anyway, 我觉得人真的是一个很可怕的动物。

带着面具，在你很讨厌的人的背后说是非，你却在她的面前微微笑，跟彼此说话时，完全变了样。你不觉得你很可悲吗？

2009-11-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

there's so much i wanted to say.

IT SUCKS BIG MAX!

2009-11-13T12:00:00.000+08:00

13th nov, it marks the day that O'level has officially ended! :D though i do not jump in euphoria, i'm still happy. in the sense that for this period of time, there will not be any studies for me. haha. relief! :D wearing uniform for the last time. haha.

i guess i will only see them on 8th dec. will miss them hell lots! haha! :D

in addition, i just realised i'm in the same boat as alison. haha. i guess we will not have any time for fun bah. after O's, immediately, we have to start working. hah. :)

anyway, chem mcq paper was okay. there was some repeated questions. :D oh ya. at school, we met miss rahma & was told to go back to school on the 23th dec for sec 1 registration thing and we have to do some puzzle for math.. hah. i hope it would be fun with junyong serene & weichi :D

hmmm... what to post about neh?

^^^^ nice? haha! i do one! :D cross-stitch :)
i remembered i did this during primary school. haha!

the hall.
we were there once. haha.... i guess the next time will be next year when we collect for results. hah!

bye!~

most probably, going to post later again. haha!

replies:

to minyu: haha! okay (: i'm not working at cs. hah. thanks anyway!

12 more days from now

2009-11-12T13:23:00.004+08:00

how do we see things?

have you ever thought of what is right & what is wrong?
making wrong decision?

okay...

tomorrow will be my last cambridge paper. the last time wearing bnss uniform.. hah.

the day after tomorrow, i will start working. haha.

i've realised.

replies:
to xiaoli: haha. yup :)
to ruiyu: hello! as sales. haha! thanks (=

starting point

2009-11-11T18:03:00.000+08:00

when is the last time you played this?

when is the last time you remember throwing the stones & jumpy happily?

no troubles & no confusion? when was it?

once upon a time, we depict our surroundings as simple as ABC.

how would we differentiate things around us now?

when is the first time we talked & voiced out?

when is the first time we stumble & fall. getting back in our feets and stand up, walking towards our parents' hug?

it seems so near yet so far.....

crossroads

2009-11-10T21:22:00.003+08:00

always expect for the unexpected things.....

i felt so tired & disappointed for today. it seems to be confusing me... -.-

first of all, i'm officially left with one cambridge paper which is the chemistry mcq paper on the 13th nov. today was physics mcq & those that have retake their chinese paper. had my lunch with serene & as usual, we went gossiping here & there, laughing all about... haha..

after my paper, headed straight to cs to meet up with yuling madeline & alison. we went for the interview(excluding madeline).... after that, only me and laikei managed to be hired by them. somehow, i felt sad & disappointed. hah. because yuling didnt manage to join us bah... i believe she's feeling even disappointed. but is okay de yuling! who knows they need ppl and hire you? haha! so, both of us cannot be disappointed anymore. hah.

okay. done of today issues... other things bah...

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my life during this 4 years really change my perceptions to a great extent. in primary school, we might be behaving just like innocent children and being naive. but now, ask ourself. how much have you changed as compared to the you in primary school? i believe it's a big change bah... yup. i cant denied that i've changed.

it's scary to know the people around you changing from good to worse or even changing their personality by 180/360 degrees. it's really not nice to see the people you once knew and become to another person you know.

have you ever be paranoid before in primary school? have you ever tried to harm your friends in order to get the things you wanted & benefit yourself? are the lies that you said get more than before?

sometimes, it's better to know the person that is wearing a mask. by hook or by crook, if you really got to know the person's true colour. how would you react when you get to know the person motive? it's biased/wrong to see everyone to be in a dark light, however, isnt everyone selfish? out of 100%, at least 1% is selfish bah.

what is the most dangerous animal in the world? my answer would be human. human kills mammals, wild animals or even kill people & harm the earth.

however, i still believe there will still be nice people in this world =)

only true friends leave footprints in your sand while the others are just passerby. this is a quote that i came across.

it is really pleased to know a few true & best friends. even though it's just a few, one or only even two, it will just be the best gifts that you have. of course, you own family members. =) true friends are like really things that cannot be replaced. even without any single word, they will know & understand how you feel and understand. hah (: always there for you.

in addition, i guess i did mention my birthday this year was unhappy for me. however, i'm really touched for the gifts i got from my friends....

is it by coincident, they know i love blue is it? haha! a big thanks to yuling milken for the wallet. madeline yuling & alison for the cards. though it's just a card, i really love it (: THANKS!

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so, i will start my job on the 14th nov. jiayou yanjuan! :)
and, after 24thnov(which i await for), i will officially promise to myself to what i have set to myself :]

doing the job alone, going there alone, not able to use my phone to msg, eating my luch & dinner alone. working from 11am-9.30pm, i believe i will be SO BORED & ALONE. however, let this be an experience for yanjuan :)

replies:
to xiaoli: what! haha! :( :( haha!
to madeline: haha! you wont be bored de... there's me! HAHA! feel free to msg me :)

你曾经所说的，仿佛都是一个谎言。

需要你的时候，你根本都不在。

说谎，不会是个最好的方法来解决问题。

ps. there's problem with blogger pictures, so yup. quite blurry.

2009-11-08T23:32:00.002+08:00

hmm.. currently, im watching 痞子英雄(black & white). this show is really damn nice!

so many cases for them to solve... learning new things.... hah.=)

i doubled question. & now, i 100% sure :D

replies:
to madeline: haha! exactly! :D
to alison: haha. i'm feeling better le :)

2009-11-08T16:12:00.002+08:00

can i post random facts about me here.... hahah...

-i dont like my bday this year. haha
-i cant wait for 13th nov to end :D
-i would want to work asap
-i am hoping somehow there can be person i know to go the same jc as me. haha! CRAPS.
-i feel like reborning my hair....
-i dont really await for the chalet.
-i really owe rafe one meal :D
-i always wanted to owe a BIG bear :D fuffy and cushy :)
-i got a habit to wash my feets sometimes before going to bed.
-i love combing my hair.

bye!`

craps

2009-11-08T13:56:00.003+08:00

human do talk craps right? hah.

anyway, i was watching the history channel. do you all know about the movie 2012?

they predict it will be doom day. not the movie. is the history channel i watched just now. hmmm.. i find it very scary. imagine the day really comes, i dont wish to die. lol. cause there's lots of things i have not done yet.

bye!

replies:

to jesslyn: haha! okay thanks! :D

to xiaoli: haha! what cry baby hur? hah :)

feeling bored

2009-11-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

olevel hasnt come to an end yet Im already slacking. hah. gosh. i got to control myself =)

anyway, i'm feeling extremely BORED for today! i dont know why. sms-ed xiaoli zijie serene all using computer. so, doesnt want to disturb them. so, i'm went to disturb myself. haha! so lame luh. i ws walking around my house, switching on and off of the tv.. playing my hp games, listening to songs. SO BORING!

do you know on 3rd nov, japan launched the first BLUE roses. so cool can :) blue real roses. haha. i love blue colour. especially sky blue :D

tomorrow, i got to study already! :D
bye!~

24th nov will be the day :]

GREAT LIAR

2009-11-06T15:31:00.002+08:00

i'm back here posting again -.-

read my post title^^^^^^^^^

i dont know why. i felt frustrated and 好笑. i'm thinking how capable are you able to trick a person who treat and treasure you so much? really. i'm so astounded to know that you really have that kind of heart to treat a person like this. -.- are you making used of the person? i really sympathy the person that was so badly treated by you! that person is my friend. not an ordinary friend, but a friend whom cant be replace by anyone. i felt so angry and unfair for that person.

there's so much i wanted to say here. you're really a thick skin person.

never use both of your legs to step into two boats, you will really fall and not benefit.

2009-11-06T14:49:00.002+08:00

woo. i spent hours changing my url here and there to solve the problem of this blog! haha! officially, i'm using yanjuan-l.bs.com

so yup. i didnt choose any blogskin cause aint simplity the best. haha!

anyway, yesterday seemed to fill with lots of thinking in my mind. but, i'm still back blogging here =)

i cant wait 13 nov to come. after that, i will really be working and learning all sorts of experience and challenges right. i hope so :)

if your life is just happy ending, how are you suppose to learn?

you just took one second.

back at one

2009-11-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

hey people. first of all, i'm EXTREMELY sorry for changing of my blog here and there. please pardon me and relink me! :D i'll love you even more! thanks!

anyway, o'level is soon going to end. isnt this fast? for what we have struggled and aimed for, is just for these papers that we are sitting for. for us, our paper will end at the 13th nov and for the science, it will be 11th nov. i guess during that day, everyone will be screaming or relaxing themselves for the best they ever had. haha!

counting down... we are left with mcq. :) anyway, poa was manageable.

i dont know why after the paper was collected, i wasnt feeling that excited or happy that o'level is coming to an end. it seems to indicate that i'm really going to graduate from this school and leave. imagining going to new school, making news friends, everything is soon going to be so strange and weird for us.

during the afternoon, i was at tampines. looking around the teenages around me, i began to think about poly and jc life... -.- i may sound ridiculous for the things i'm going to mention later on, but that's all about my feelings...

i have been thinking about the path after leaving bnss. either poly or jc? i really cant make up my mind. if i were to go to poly, i will not go Tp. that's a sure thing. i would then either take up science courses or business course. for jc, what worries me the most will be GP. how am i going to survive in writing the compulsary thing which is argumentative essay? GG man. however, there's a strong feeling inside of me that i'll be going to jc. cause i dont seem to be able to adapt to the life in poly.

it's almost 4 yours i have been in bnss. filled with many different kinds of memories. 2006, when i first entered this school, i was afraid. hah. dont ask me why. then, quarrels with friends almost one year made me changed. :) if you were to ask me, i will still want the arguments to happen. if not, i wont be the one who i am now. it made me grow up :) i'm really thanksful to Carolyn who was there for me at that time. :)

okay.

this post seem to be so long-winded.

bye!~

2009-09-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

MOVED!~

relink please. thanks :D

2009-09-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

hey earthings, i'll be moving to onsugar.com instead of blogger from now on...

yup. however, i have not decided to delete this blog too. hah!

http://yanjuan-stars.onsugar.com/

replies:
to callista: relink

2009-09-09T17:11:00.002+08:00

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIQI~ :D hope you like the present we bought for you (:

anyway, i cant upload any pictures to blogger cause there's seriously something wrong with their setup :( hence, go to alison's for more :D haha!

hmm..english remedial was fun :D got to know from ms sultanah that our graduating ceremony is on the 24th september. haha! it will also be on jasper's birthday. lol.

okay. bye!

2009-09-08T21:44:00.003+08:00

just reached home... hah. i want to go for a bathe now! however, my sister is still bathing.. so, Im gonna wait for my turn. haha~ :D

anyway, school was kinda fun today. after math, kitson & liploon * zijie accompanied me :D we did our math, whereby i think everyone was serious on their own work except zijie... haha! :D went to techview for lunch :)

took a lot pf pictures today and had lots of laughter :D

on my way home in alison's dad car... i thought of other things again. nowadays, i just lose my focus/concentration easily. and I HATE IT. can you just tell me what are you thinking now. i told myself that. but. just dont like it.

bye~ it's my turn now :D

replies:
to me!!: lol. cannot hur? i think he loves it too. haha!
to qianping: erm... HAHA! thanks anyway :D
to elaine: hah. welcome :D thanks! :D

2009-09-07T18:20:00.002+08:00

i cried -.- http://media.causes.com/544740?p_id=67176526&ref=mf

they dont seem to be treasuring it. it's just only 2 years old. and they simply treat her like rubbish? rest in peace girl :)

anyway, english remedial was fun :D cassalyn sat beside me.. :D hmm.. kitson asked me a question. though i hesitated when replying him, but kit-son, im supporting you. haha! :D yup... cause, to me, i'm dont think is ur fault (: cause he did his part too on monday.

after math remedial, went for a run with serene :D damn shiok! cause finally got a chance to execise. hah! :D

bye!~ i havent even start on my history :(

replies:
to shane: welcome! :D haha! yup! :D
to cassalyn: hah. see already :D loves!
to me!!: whatever~ hehe. cannot meh. he's mine :D

2009-09-06T16:59:00.002+08:00

whooo~

i'm happy :) woke up early in the morning by my usual alarm clock, whereby i'm always lazy to switch it off, at 6.15am... haha! couldnt get back to sleep and thus i was there lying on the bed, dazing... haha!!

prepared myself & headed off with yuling to far east :) arrived and went to search for Hyatt Hotel :D yay!~ then milken came to fetch us :) overall, the event was great! but one disadvantage was that it was FREEZING COLD! ...... haha! if kendrick was there, NO british council, it would be fun bah. hahahaha! :D

last but not least, ALL THE BEST to those who are taking N'level. it will starts from tomorrow. jiayou :D!!! goodluck! hmmm... to shane & elaine and more!~ :D loves :]

bye!~~ actually there's lots of pictures to update. but i'm lazy. haha! :D

replies:
to alison: tsk! what yucks! haha! i confess it's plain. haha!! lol! anyway, sorry for not joining you guys today :D tkcare!
to shane: haha! is okay la. you always look hot & handsome. haha! all the best for tomorrow :D
to cassalyn: oh. haha! okok :D
to elaine: thanks! all the best tml! :D

2009-09-05T14:03:00.001+08:00

i guess, this will be a long post....

yesterday, i felt very lousy. just DAMN lousy... i hate myself nitpicking. to the max. papers were passed down and i took it. flipped it. and i decided to choose bondings... i was okay with it.. however, somehow i lost my focus & couldnt concentrate. sbq was tough too. overall, i didnt know what i'd written. after that, it seemed like things were added on my frustration... english remedial... and just other things... thoughts that crossed through my mind.. papers were collected and we went to collect our bags. and, i just broke down. cried it out...

a BIG THANKS to alison darren junyong kendrick milken jessilyn jiayu xiaoli yuling zijie yuayyu xinyi & yichun for cheering me up :) thanks.

you asked me why i was in such a state yesterday. what i could say, i'm just nitpicking. and i'd realised, it's just wasting my time for doing such things. i'd been thinking with it. if things just change so quickly, what happened before just turned out to be just a fairytale. sometimes, i do really wonder.....

i guess, 在坚强的人，也回倒下吧。
学会了停住，再勇敢的前进，最求自己所想要的。

if you think all these things are saying about you, that's truth :D

*******************************************************************

okay.enough with this. lets talk about today. (:

went to school for physics(as usual)... for consultation.. before going home, weichi & serene went crazy.. liyao & i were laughing like mad & miss fahizah and the rest was like looking at them... hah! here goes the story... i guess weichi was just too hungry and thus, he went around the trees around the concourse to forage for foods(fruits). then, serene accompanied him an went to pluck out the fruits. haha! i took pictures with it.. however, something wrong with blogger. thus, updating later again :]

oh ya. yesterday, cassalyn went to call me and she was laughing non-stop in the phone.. hah! she's seemed to be very hyper. hah!

reached home... watched 败犬女王 very touching :( i just so in love with ran jing tian! :D hehehe.. so handsome!~ haha! :D

bye!~

replies:
to mildred: erm..hello. hah :D
to me!!: whoa.. you got so many types of names huh? haha! read my post bah. cannot meh! i love beating :D

2009-09-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

whoo. third post for today. i'm here to crap with all my social studies things. hence, is okay if you skipped this. haha!

Rise of Venice
1. Leadership
-with capable leaders, venice was able to prosper and development.
-the doge believed that peace was needed in order to boost its trade & thus reconciled with cities and negotiate treaties with major powers & subdued pirates.
-besides that, the doge also directed to free Jerusalem from muslim control & became an campaign to overthrow the Byzantine Emperor in order to take over capital of Constantinople.
-Hence, whe venice had successfully take over B.E, it helped venice to rise & also gained recognition.
-with the capture of constantinople, venice managed to gorw as a maritime empire and thus, its trade had expanded as they managed to gain control over important routes in Mediterranean Sea.
*hence, with capable leaders, venice was able to rise as there's stability & peace which helped to generate more $. and by maintaining friendships with leaders, it ensured more trade interests.

2.Trade developments & expansion.
`Attitude towards trade.
-venetians were skilled diplomats and thus were able to get favourable trading terms like lower taxing rates & able to bring in highly prices spices from East.
-maintained a competitive edges with venice.
-not only that, venetians had also possessed with enterprising spirts where they were willing to explore new routes, suppliers & markets by travelling to unknown lands. This can be seen where the Polo Family took risk to extend trade.
-thus, exploration of trade routes to china developed a good relations with countries in far east.
-foreign traders will then travelled to venice to established permanently traing post in venice....

gosh!~ i'm tired now. night!

2009-09-02T20:02:00.003+08:00

ai yo yo. that laikei and mon-xiao-key are making me laugh like siao zhao bou. HAHAHAHAH! i'm actually dedicating this post for two of you :D

seriously, alison's posting is crazier than xiaoli's one. can imagine me, sitting in front of the computer and laughing out and stamping my feet. haha! can imagine not? anyway, i'm not sad la. haha! JOKING ONLY :) now it's my turn to sing for alison :D

i'm so sorry but i love you taika shingmai~~~

朋友一生一起走。那些日子不再有。一句话，一辈子，一生情，一杯酒。~~~

gosh. i cant stop singing now. hahahaha! oh ya. it wont rain too!~ yay! haha!! saying the truth hor, i really felt embarrassed leh.. haha! but, it's okay. cause.....

WE ARE BEST FRIEND & NOT BUEST FRIEND. HEHEHE :D

BYE!~ ~~LOVES~~ LAUGHS :)

i want to watch Final Destination!! but it's M18! worse than nc16. sian sia. haha! i want to watch The Proposal too! :D howhowhow!~

2009-09-02T15:11:00.002+08:00

english prelim was over :D i'm delight that i have managed to do the comprehension with understanding.. how do i describe such feelings? i'm very happy jiu dui le :D haha! paper 1 was a little bit difficult.. i chose question 4. about pressures & pleasures.. that stupid kitson kendrick junyong & liyao all came and said i will fail :( sad lol. BUT, I WILL PASS! wahahha! :D

anyway, after school.. went to mac with those crazy girls (madeline laikei serene xiaoli qianyu sherin & jiayu cassalyn came later) & those bad boys (kitson kendrick junyong & liyao).... on our way there, serene madeline & i actually went into a lift whereby there's camera inside and anyone could actually view us.. felt so crazy.. haha!

also, I FELT SO SAD :( I'M BEING BULLIED..... haiz.... for more information, go and take a look to that xiaoli's and laikei's blog. :( haha!

bye!~ going back to school tomorrow for lesson.... all the best for those retaking chinese :D

no replies :]

i may not what had happened. but i just feel like saying sorry. lol.. things will be fine soon :) it's just only the misunderstanding that caused it. tkcare :]. if you're comfortable with it, i'm always here to listen to you :)

2009-09-01T13:49:00.002+08:00

another brand new month. 1st September. :]

a brand new month sends a signal that o'level is just 1 more month plus. after that, we will all delirious with joy :D haha! :D

anyway, our prelim will officially starts tomorrow. hence, all the best friends :D especially for yuling, madeline, jasper, alison, xiaoli, junyong & zijie :D jiayou! :D

bye!~

replies:
to xiaoli & jiayu: thanks! :D

2009-08-31T17:33:00.000+08:00

first of all,

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS :D

managed to see mr aliff wearing our class tee though he dont like pink. (: love him to the max man! :D

while walking home, i met the old woman again.. there's so much that i wanted to approach her. but it seem that i dont dare. how come. (perhaps i'll try again later when i'm going for tuition)

anyway, i watched "Dont ignore diabetes" on channel 5 just now.... i empathy them. especially when there's no one to look after them.. imagine we, ourselves, being lonely including getting ill, how does it feel....

somehow, today doesnt seem to be my day.. it's just so suddenly that i can think of other things while revising for social studies. i just hold my tears back.

我很难过。

bye!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1cyD7yWta4

no replies

2009-08-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

i guess for the previous post, it's all just my bullshit.

anyway, have been studying social studies for today.

replies:
to shane: hmm.. haha! :D
to minmin: oh. haha! the people for my adam khoo is Freddy (: anyway, thanks :D

2009-08-30T09:39:00.004+08:00

short post for this.

anyway, after several decisions last night, i had decided to skip healthcare and venice chapter for O's. i know there is high possibility that venice will come out for this year. but i really DONT KNOW ANY SINGLE THING ABOUT THIS CHAPTER. i had tried reading it... and i realised why should i waste my time? i could simply skip it and focus on other since there's 3 seq questions for us to choose right? i'm i doing the right choice?

okay.... going to temple soon. bye!

replies:
to xiaoli: heh! thanks! not indian language la. is monkey language. hahahah!!!
to junyong: how come? chill down :]
to jiayu: hah. welcome :D

i used to dream. but now, the dream starts to fade away. no memories at all.

2009-08-29T00:11:00.001+08:00

sense of urgency.

computer is really one of my distractions... however, i have managed to "remove" it and did not use it for 4 days. haha! :D school has been tiring and fun :D prelims are just few days time and we really got to work extremely hard :]

first of all, to that person who is so ill-mannered. could i request you to approach your parents to teach you basic courtesy? knocking against a person and not saying sorry? come on. moreover, it's not simply knocking onto a person. you got that person shirt to get dirty too. yeah. you maybe thinking, it's just a shirt only? do you need to make a big fuss on it? hence, i'm here to say if my friend is trying to make a big fuss on you, why dont you try putting yourself in their shoes? at least an apology man!

somehow, i'm really engaging myself into both my sciences, Chemistry & Physics. i cant denied it's difficult, but it's really fun & interesting :D

managed to complete all my poa homework :D i felt so satisfied. haha! oh ya. there's quite a lot of people in our class are ill. is this a trend? haha! get well soon people! especially tayyuling & alisonlowlaikei :D

back to school tomorrow for physics :D meeting that zijie too.

bye!~ "here i go to my bed" :D

replies:
to shane: hah! welcome :D
to minmin: link you up soon :D what's akltg?
to carolyn 1C: erm.. yup. haha! link you up soon :D
to jiayu: thanks :D you too!

2009-08-24T17:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR MUM :]

after several consideration, i decided to come to school. hah! as usual, i was there coughing. i'm really afraid that i would spread the germs to yuling & xiaoli. sigh. so you two must not have a close contact with me :D

adam khoo boster session tomorrow. yay!~

replies:
to minyu: haha! oh. okay. tkcare ya! :D

2009-08-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

so tired.

went to Ion with my family... it's almost the same as Vivo city....

dont feel like going school tml.

anyway, thanks madeline :D thanks! hah!

replies:
to xiaoli: thanks :)

2009-08-22T19:17:00.002+08:00

went to school for miss f'alizah lesson. her teaching is totally awesome :) met junyong & zijie too.

anyway, my voice is getting sexier. i was like coughing and coughing consecutively. during the noon, out of sudden, my throat went so "itchy" that i kept coughing and coughing and i was there stamping my legs. -.- adding on, my sister told me something that was damn hilarious... as i was so lethargic nowadays, i turned on to bed at 10pm plus... then, at about 12am plus when my sister was going to sleep. she heard noise coming from me... hence, she went forward and found out that i was laughing in my dreams. in the sense that when i'm sleeping, i'm laughing out. haha! just like sleep walking... i guess i dreamt about 4c? haha!

replies:
to jade: ya lor! hah. thanks :) tkcare!

somehow i finally understood that if you think i will be the one who will pull you down or drag you, i will prove you wrong. this year, O's level. i know everyone of us, including me and you, is trying our very best to score what we want and what we deserve. but, if you just take a step backward, and look around, have you ever noticed that you have been neglecting things around you? No? up to you. just the matter of whether you have noticed/awared about it. it's your ignorant? being introspective?

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on the other hand, i felt exhausted. or tired. or getting sick of everything? day by day has passed. and i really hope that O's can be over. once it's over, i could really felt relief and come out to work. he once told me, not long ago, "我的两个daughter，快点长大，就可以出来做工了。爸爸就可以休息了." after listening to what he said, i felt sad. many things seems to happen during last year & this year. ever since what happened last year, you seemed to be change. and mummy, sister & I are awared of this until now. no one is perfect. and ones life wouldnt be smooth all the time. lifes are full of ups and downs. just the matter how you faced it. however, i want a rest. friends, studies , family.... as people aged, their memories get weaker. i understand. but no matter what, i promised myself. study hard for now & the next 6 years, i promised to let you and mummy enjoy life. sister too :) loves

2009-08-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

Im just feeling so uncomfortable right now. woke up at 5am plus to study for globalisation test and began to cough even worse than yesterday. arrived school, having lesson in class & noticed that there's quite a lot of people coughing too. somehow when they coughed, i got frustrated -.- still coughing right now until throat pain. :(

anyway, yuling was totally insane. hah! during poa lesson, she told me her nails were "sicked" and i actually did believe her and take a look at her nails. in the end, -.-! and she was there laughing by herself. siao ah? haha! during ss test too, kept laughing until xiaoli and I cant even bother. hah!

bye! (:

replies:
to yuling: laugh ah? okok lol. haha!
to madeline: hah. thanks (: remember what i told you in msn. hah! ya lor. she's damn lame!

2009-08-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

thursday.

somehow, i guess i'm having a minor cough now. is it because of serene? haha!

anyway, to serene, just wanna tell you that let bygones be bygones. no point brooding over it le :) so, now, dry up your tears and move on. for chem and physics you sure can! loves! :D

math lesson was totally hilarious. that yuling was making laughed like a lunatic. haha!! miss rahma? milken? hah!

globalisation test tml. bye!~

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2009-08-19T22:11:00.001+08:00

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nothing seems to be going smoothly today.

it has been quite long since i cried. yeah. today, i cried out once again. not only because of the chinese O's result which i got a B3. it's all the stress i have accumulated for all subjects. emath chemistry physics and COMBINED HUMANITIES. with that gnikcuf nurmah, i guess we will just have to depend on ourself and geo students. all the best for the next generation man.

a B3. should i retake? i'm not sure. so many doubts. so many questions i have to myself. should i retake it?

anyway, gce english oral was tough for me. somehow, i misinterpret the questions. also, i find it hilarious about myself. if you know, most of the time, the passage we are reading will be related to the pictures too. to those who took the exams today, i guess you had mentioned that the picture is about flooding right? i simply just skipped that and said that it was about the people plucking out flowers to sell. shouldnt it that yanjuan has flunked it?

friends, should i retake?

replies:
to jiayu: haha! read alrdy :D
to kitson: hah! me too. yup.we went to science centre :) anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY again :D

if you fall, i will always pull you back. that seems to be the sentence i could say to my friends. but now, it seems like i cant even pull myself up and support them.. lingering around seems to be getting me nowhere. and you wont know.

2009-08-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITSON!~

i only got these two pictures with you. one is with your face being covered. and the other one was during sec 2. so ugly luh. haha!! anyway, happy birthday :D haha! have been friends for how many years? haha! but i know you since primary school which is yuneng :D hmm.. this year O's level. strive for the very best you want and keep going. jiayou! :D also, must stay persevere for what you want. :D oh ya. though i always enunciate your name wrongly (which cause a phobia to me whenever i want to call your name), i believe you will understand right? haha!! thanks la. haha!! loves!~

2009-08-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISON LOW LAIKEI! :D

weee!~~ older than me le. hehe :D anyway, a very happy happy birthday :D do you want to listen to the birthday song? i know you want. haha! sing to you later :D dont worry. no need umbrella. hah! 16 years old signify what? hah. anyway, i want to wish you all the best for everything you do :D as you know, this year is the crucial year :D taking O's :D hence, i wish you all the very best for this major examinations :D i know you can! :D hurray!~ have been friends since sec 3? hah. cause we dont really know one another during sec 1 and 2 though we are in the same cca which is choir! :D also, my ears are always there for you :D although you keep laughing at me(about so many things), i will forgive you de. haha!! just like mama and daughter. HAHHAHA!! :D tkcare!! loves!~

2009-08-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

monday.

alison didnt attend school today. kinda sian? or no differences? haha!!

i dont know what to post about le.. bye!~

replies:

to alison: ya hor! haha! i lazy go edit le. haha!! anyway, i love E-wall la. haha!! :D see you tml!~ :D

2009-08-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

this is so embarrassing luh! i walked super duper fast to get back home just because i wanted to use the toilet. i was like making a mad dash and walking extremely fast. overall i felt so paiseh la. haiyo.

anyway, i hate it so much about the knock i had against the 4b girls during the inter-class handball thing. the blue black is still there. damn hideous can!

:(

replies:
to xiaoli: ya ya ya. -.-

2009-08-16T12:03:00.000+08:00

hey ya! here to post about yesterday fun :D hah.

pictures first. :]

well. i'm done. actually there are more in alison's camera. the rest in my facebook. hah :D we waited for almost one hour to buy our tickets. after that, went for da vinci and we had to queue up again for it. overall i felt that it's quite nice :D secrets of mona lisa etc... watched video too. after that, went for science centre :D noticed the photo(the fifth one) whereby my heap popping out? three of us were like kids running to there happily. haha! i guess the part where alison & I love the most was the "glowing in the dark". we took lots of photos at there. haha! as both of us wore white colour tee. :D yay!~ at 6.55pm, we were running all the way to the omin thearte.. we watched "space station..." and we sneaked out half way through the show. it's damn boring to the max. haha! :D

8plus we went to bugis :].. at the jurong east mrt station, we actually went to the wrong side and if you guys know, there's a middle platform. to get to the other side, we went running across the middle platform when the train arrived. hah :D

saw it? hah. we were actually at the opposite side. alison was then laughing non-stop.

bye :D

replies:

to shane: yup. hah! i also dont know why. too bad lor. haha! tkcare!

2009-08-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

okay. tagged by alison and xiaoli :D

Name 31 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
DO NOT look at the questions underneath until you write the names of all 31 people
Good luck thinking of 31 names ! (:
.
1) alison
2) xiaoli
3) serene
4) yuling
5) zijie
6) kendrick
7) jasper
8) minyu
9) kewen
10) Qian Yu
11) kitson
12) junyong
13) Cassalyn
14) adrian
15) carolyn
16) madeline
17) yiting
18) joel
19) milken
20) liyao
21) weichi
22) eugene
23) jiayu
24) jessilyn
25) shane
26) tzehui
27) Sukhpreet
28) sherin
29) qixiang
30) yichun
31) shiqi

QUESTION
• How did you meet 10? (Qianyu)
- hmmm... sec 3? hah! :D

• What would you do if you had never met 6? (kendrick)
- hmm... i cant find a lame person!

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? (liyao & carolyn)
- shocked? haha!

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will you marry? (kendrick & adrian)
-both also dont want? haha!

• Did you ever like 9? (kewen)
- of course! :D bff!

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? (yuling)
- duh :)

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple? (yuling & yiting)
-erm.. both are girls and they dont even really know one another :D

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? (alison & xiaoli)
- CRAZY MAN ! HAHA!

•Describe 8. (minyu )
- nice friend :D

• Do you like 12? (junyong)
-duh! love him la. haha!

• What's 7's favorite color? (jasper)
- purple

• What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you? (alison)
- i will faint. hahaha!! mum and daughter hur? haha!

• When was the last time you talked to number 15? (carolyn)
- hmmm.. few days ago?

• How do you think 19 feels about you? (milken)
- i dont know. haha! crazy and lame? haha!

• What language does 13 speak? (Cassalyn)
- chinese & english

• Who is 2 going out with? (xiaoli)
- single la. haha!

• What year is 16 in? (madeline)
- 1993 :D

• What is 5's favorite music? (zijie)
- jay chou? emo? hah!

• Would you ever date 13? (Cassalyn)
- as a friend, duh :D

• Is 11 single? (kitson)
- yeah.

• What is 10's last name? (Qian Yu )
- wong

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7? (jasper)
- idk -.- (why is it 7 for this.-)

• Where does 18 live? (joel)
- bedok? haha!

• What do you think about 20? (liyao)
-nice friend but always bully me. kinda small gas

• What is the best thing about 30? (yichun)
- erm... giving snacks? haha!

• What would you like to tell 14 right now? (adrian)
-HELLO! :D

• How did you meet 21? (weichi)
- bnss in 3c

• Are you going to know 3 forever? (serene)
- yes :D

• How long have you known 26? (tzehui)
- 1 years 8 months 16 days

• Who is 24? (jessilyn)
-"princess" haha!

• Are you or did you ever date 2? (xiaoli)
- as friend :D

yes! off to bed. posting about saturday outing :D

Tag at least 6 ppl to do the quiz now.!
1) Yanjuan, the person who sings and rain will come!
2) Xiaoli, the person who laughs "hehehehehe" weirdly
3) Jade, the person who will help you if she is able to
4) Mildred, the Sotong
5) Pamela, who will do it now!
6) Ethan, who will do it 100 years later, Ahahahahaha

2009-08-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings :D

after hopping to some blog, especiallly to XIAOLI and ALISON. haha!! i sing wont rain hor :D hahahaa!!!! anyway, when we walked out the main gate today, it only went drizzling.. haha!!!

anyway, school was kinda fun today. (it seems to be fun everday to me. haah!) we had to attend our math lessons at the first floor.. get well soon miss rahma :D also, during the combined humanities test, everyone went cheating except for felix muin they all? how pathetic we were. haha!

hmmm... got to know that one of the sec 4 students is affected with h1n1. hope that you will be fine soon! :D hah! i didnt want to name the person out :) confidential :)

asked me how many steps it takes for me to walk from 1st floor to 11th floor at my block :D haha! my second time walking up :D

bye!~ i cant wait for tml! hurray! :D

replies:
to cass: eh! what dabian :( i cry hor. haha! yay. we did study :D haha! can join us next time le. HAHA!!
to shane: haha! sure! :D hah!

2009-08-13T21:15:00.001+08:00

there are 3 colours on my right knee! purple & pinkish red & yellowish green. it's totally hideous! :[ all thanks to the blueblack hur.

anyway, had fun today! except during emath lesson. it made my mood sucks like hell. :( i only completed question 7. and thats all. pathetic. oh ya. combined humanities lesson was like what the fiak. that head of ~~department~~ gou not only cant find my paper that i handed in LAST MONTH(where she only NOW then return to us). bullshit! moreover, the sort called worksheet she gave me & liploon... HA HA HA. okay. enough of her.

after school, went mac to study with shane & xiaoli. junyong joined us later :)

pictures say the thousand words... :D

junyong :D

(taken by xiaoli)

"candid" picture. AHEM. ahah!

shane!

mon-xiao-key with her blackie. haha! :D

okay.... while at mac, we did study :D and overall, it's productive. haha! at the beginning, 3 of us were there laughing non-stop because of rashida(sorry. i dont know how to spell) haha! it's really damn hilarious.. i wonder how xiaoli & I would react next time when mr aliff ask us about something. haha! i guess only shane xiaoli rashida and me understand what it is about. haha! oh ya. something to say.. shane looks hot & handsome when he's studying! haha!! ahem. last but not least, we laughed like crazy when shane was reading out the birthday card i wrote for junyong. HAHA!

after that, went home with xiaoli :D anyway, sorry zijie for not joining you guys today :)

anyway, see this plate of dish above^^^^^ hehehe. i cook one leh. haha! damn delicious. it's bitter gourd plus slices fishes. :D but the spices are from packets de. haha! i'm just responsible for cooking & adding the taste myself. haha! :D

bye earthlings~~

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2009-08-12T19:15:00.004+08:00

august 12th.

things are going faster & quicker than i have expected. for some how, what worries me the most is my combined humanities.

okay. stop talking about this... anyway, almost the whole day during the lessons, i have been sitting with kitson :D it's fun. especially during english(not engrish!) :)

see this calculator?^^^ it's actually a keychain! damn cute right? haha! it can be used :D this belongs to adrian. haha!

hmm... chatting with shane now in msn.. hah! also, if you go take a look at shane's blog, he posted about jeremy... haha! it's like jeremy has really changed a lot! great damn lots! still can remember the way her performed during the inter-handball. haha! it's really a totally different person. hah! and we talked about that nurmah too. haha!

oh ya. didnt get to have pe today! cause dismiss at 2pm. no humanities lesson. damn sian. sorry zijie! hah! and that liyao! he just called me and tell me lots of things which i cant get any meaning from him.. and i was there "hello?hello?hello?" and he also "hello?hello hello?" damn stupid. haha! and his last sentence was "talk to you hor. vomit blood(all in chinese) -.-! "

bye!~ random!~

replies:
to shane: hah. okay! relink :D

2009-08-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

hey earthlings!~

back to post for the second one :D

anyway, xiaoli & serene owe me 4 siewmai :D yay! haha! it's like we were asking around 4e about electrolysis like crazy girls... in the end, we doubled confirm with mdm haliza and i'm correct! wahahaha! :D alison; qianyu ; qianping, i will share with you all tml :D wooo~~~

also, you guys will be taking both chem & physics practical tomorrow right? all the best people! :D gogogo 4C's :D :D :D

last but not least, if by chance we will be receiving back our chinese O's results tomorrow, god bless me! hah! also, i'm having venice seq test for tomorrow! fail le.. haha! cause it's totally a gone case thing.

bye people!~ :D

replies:
to minyu: hah. welcome! :D loves too! see you tml! :D tkcare!
to junyong: welcome :D hah. hmm.. i will push you. haha! tkcare! :D
to alison: oh ya hor! haha! YA LOR!

2009-08-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO JUNYONG!~ :D

hehe!~ ah yong! haha! happy 16th birthday! :D what to wish you neh? hmm.... this year O'level le... can see that you're trying your very best to aim for what you want... so, jiayou! :D i know you can! :D hence, i wish you all the very very best for your studies :D and may all your dreams come true. adding on, as you know my listening ears are always open for you, whenever you need a friend, i can listen to all your things :D haha! though sometimes you tell me nonsense... haha! :D and remember one thing: "if you fall, i will always pull you up :D" thats what both of us promised one another right :D loves! :D

yay!~ :D

2009-08-10T16:22:00.004+08:00

first of all....

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MINYU!~ :D

wooo!~ actually i got lots of pictures with you. hah! but i dont know which to choose for... so i have chosen these 5! haha! :D anyway, 16 years old le. haha! :D at here, i wish you all the best to you especially for the upcoming O's :D i believe you can strive for what you want! JIAYOU! :D erm... we have been friends since sec1! though there's many happy & sad moments, we are still like crazy friend as usual :D on 2007, both of us were separated into different classes. and we do not seem to be as close as usual, but choir and chemistry brought us back :D haha!! especially choir.. both of us can be like WOW. haha!! also, sorry for not celebrating with you this year and last year... paiseh ya! last but not least, a very HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D loves :D

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anyway, i have completed many sets of chem and left with only set G and set F section A. yay! :D somehow, i totally have no mood for math...... lalala!~ hmmm.. have you guys took the pledge yesterday at 8.22pm? :D hah! my sister and I were saying out loud. haha!! :D

back to school tomorrow!~ chem mock & english mock.... :D

replies:

to xiaoli: why funny meh?! what chernhwee huh?! :( haha!

2009-08-09T19:22:00.001+08:00

edited(:

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE :D

also.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY BAOBEI!~

(the one on the right)
wish you all the best in everything you do :D if by chance you see this post, remember to tag okay? cause i cant link your blog back and i guess i lost your handphone number :( anyway, tkcare :D

less than 3 more months to O's... but, i guess for now, i totally do not have the mood to do math! -.- i finally completed the Amath but still left with emath which makes me feel so lazy and sian... but for chemistry, yay! ahaha! :D

hmm.. i cant go to qianyu house with madeline they all to watch fireworks :( sian! sorry ya. but imagine i'm at there! haha! next time okay? hmmm... 明年的今天. haha! everyone should be watching ndp parade live on channel 8, 5 bah? hah! all the best for the Sec 1s & 2s! :D also, to Timon! i saw you on tv! haha! holding on to the singapore flag! so shuai! haha! :D gogogo!~ :D

also, have you guys watched the show "this is my home" today during the afternoon? hah! i was there laughing my ass out with my mum. just after my dinner, my mum mentioned it to my sister. and i was there trying to open the door to go in and i was there laughing out non-stop. it's really hilarious. i even had my saliva dripped out. damn gross of me! haha! but it's really hilarious... if you want to know, ask me :D

hmmm.. national day today.. i am wondering about alvin... hah! i hope you are fine at aust :D though you're alone, i hope you are happy out there. haha! tkcare! loves :D

bye people!~

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