messed up

okay. i'm back for blogging.

currently, my feelings are all mixed up.

what my mum had said just now was right. i'm just a person who cant make my mind up and stay on to what i wanted for for a long period of time.

first case:
i actually cant even figure out what i really want. i thought all the while what i want was to have contact lenses. thus, i went to order for the contact lenses for half a year. all the while i was thinking wearing spectacle was just so inconvenient for me. INSTEAD, the moment i wore my lenses, my eyes got so red. -.- and i'd regretted making it.

second case
as i was jobless since 2th dec. thus, i began to search for job again. coincidentally, my aunt told me that uncle maybe hiring people to work at his office. one day for 60 bucks. automatically, i was so jubilant and hoped that i'll be able to have that job. who knows? there wasnt any replied from them till today evening when i came home from marina square after an interview from john little. thus, i had to say sorry/no that i cant work at the office. instead, i'll be working at john little.
Weekdays 5 bucks. weekends 6 bucks. -.-
am i that desperate for job?
somehow, i've regretted -.-

aiya. who knows it's also a good thing for me? if i were to work at the office, i'd to wake up very early to report at clementi. in addition, i got to know that xiaoli is working at marina square too. isnt that great too? hah. at john little, i'm assigned to be at the Children's Wears department. i get to see cute baby! :D

hmmm... sometimes i really do wonder why human has feelings? lol.

it was you who made me feel so ke xiao. dont you feel ashamed when the things you'd promised was not done by you? what you'd once said was all nothing but bullsh!t.
i really dislike people who say things but never take any actions to it.
there might be a reason to it. i believe that sometimes there's nothing you can really do to what you'd promised.
BUT, isnt it so FAKE that it happens so many times?

if everything has to depend on their appearances to you, then let me tell you. you're also nothing but just an ugly personality to me.

today, i dreamt about releasing of olvl results again-.- this time round, i only dreamt about xiaoli and me. AND, guess what? i had the same dream-.- i dreamt that i got 15 for my L1R5 again-.- howhowhow :(

okay. enough of it, yanjuan


goodbye(: going to science centre with minyu alison and qianyu tml!

replies:
to alison: yup. told.
to madeline: haha. yup.
to xiaoli: heh! we watched "Sherlock Holmes" (:
to minyu: yup! see you tml :D